I met my first love Edward in 7th grade ughh I loved him wit everything in my soul. I was his 1st girlfriend and we were shy towards each other, he always gave me butterflies. Then came the home wrecker Auja and he had love for her...I think more than he sis for me. That day came when I had dirt on her.
She called me saying she was talking to muilple guys little did she know me & Ed were ex's and I always had his back.
So I told him what she told me and he didn't believe me so he learned it the hard way but I was still by his side. When she dumped him he was heat broken. Me being there for him for so many years I wanted to know when would I have another chance. The sad thing was he sad he needed time...but when we got back together we lasted 4yrs n 3months I adored everyday. Even tho u shredded tears had pain, sorrow, guilt n a messed up heart. After fights, anger and screaming-texting things got better. We became closer than ever but he moved... I hated it because now he was farther Away and I barely got to see him. Brandy(my bff) and Greg(eds twin brother) be came a couple and got closer, bother of of them moved and I was left alone...by t we stayed in contact. I went to visit all of then and I spent my days at Brandy's place with my second family. I found out that Brandy got the boys over to her house...me seein him made my life I missed Ed like no tomorrow. My only regret is loosing him he's my everything and I don't think he realized that.
