Imagine - Alessio Scalzotto

RUNAWAY

I get a link from my best friend its a sound cloud link, she typed "listen to it now"  i click on it

it leads me to someones song, i play it right away i know its Alessios 

Its been a few weeks since the break up, it still hurts but it is what it is. We both felt like we argued too much and it was just getting toxic we would argue over the dumbest things and then we would make up and then we would argue again and it would happen all over. so i just broke up with him, am i happy? no. am i acting like i'm happy and okay? yes because i don't want people seeing me cry and see me being emotional i prefer to suck it up and act like normal 

i get my airpods and i listen to the song, its called "RUNAWAY" 

Right away i know its about the break up, I'm not surprised this is how he deals with our break up by making a song. whenever he has a problem he will write a new song and produce it and to be honest that's a good way of dealing with the break up instead of what I'm doing because I've just been crying to my sad playlist and posting about it on my private story to my 4 bestfriends 

"i tend to runaway to places you ain't ever seen" i know he has to be talking about the little beach house he took me too, there is were he goes to go produce music. he told me had never taken anyone else there before. that i was special 

i regret saying those worlds to him, i wish i could take things back

i start tearing up trying not to cry 

"i woke up thinkin that I have you but I don't. If I hit you back will you take me back Oh no you won't but I get it I don't hurt you and you hurt me" after that i just start crying my eyes out i cant with this, i really did hurt him badly and its all my fault

"they day that we broke, I really wish you had a clone, I need some help alone" i still remember when we broke up... 

i had his hoodie on, i remember i exaclty what I told him that I couldn't keep this shit and that I felt unhappy and all he said "its fine, be with someone who makes you happy, ill be fine don't worry about me" and that was the last time we talked 

i listen to the song and then i hear my voice its a voice record from when we went to the beach house, a few days before the breakup 

the song finishes and i keep on crying... i wipe my tears and i just lay on my bed looking at the ceiling

Alessios Pov 

I texted one y/n bestfriends to send her the song I made we haven't talked and I don't know if I should text her so I decide its better for her friend to send it to her

I'm nervous because shes going to know its about her and the break up the lyrics clearly express that especially how I feel... I keep thinking about her but I just don't know whats going to happen after she listens to the song 

I hope she can notice how hurt I am, how much pain I've been feeling ever since the break up. I go live to distract myself and then i just start crying on live. i don't know what to do so i just end the live a few minutes after 

i see people asking if okay imjust say in the groupchats that I'm going though some problems but that i didn't really want to talk about it but i was "fine" 

i throw my phone on the bed and i keep crying for sometime, i still remember her hugs, her smile, the smell of the perfume and her laugh... she had the prettiest laugh ever, it was so contagious that it would make you laugh no matter what

i sit on my bed thinking then i get a call from an unknown number "hello?" i answer "hey" said a soft voice that sounded like they have been crying it was y/n 

"y/n how are you?" i asked and after that i she broke down... i didnt know what to do i felt like crying after she answered we talked all night 

i felt like something was back like my happiness was back, she was early in the morning we were going to see each other i text my best friend about it. i didnt know what to expect, all i know is im hopping its something good...