Prologue
My hearts trembling as a continue walking going to my boyfriend's unit earlier he texted me saying that can I go to his unit because he have something important to say but I dont know why I'm feeling this way I feel that something bad will happen I feel heavy in my heart.
Instead of letting myself drown to the negative thoughts I just let a heavy sigh and whisper to my self that everything's alright our wedding is kinda near he just want to talk about our wedding thats it kilala ko sya alam kong hindi magkakatotoo ang hinala ko Im just having my anxiety nothing bad gonna happen.
I continue walking until I reach the door of my boyfriend's room I let a heavy sigh then I slowly touch the doorknob I was about to open the door but I heard some noises from the inside bigla kong nabitawan ang doorknob at napahawak ako sa mga bibig ko napalayo ako sa pinto at nararamdaman ko ang naguunahan na pagtulo ng mga luha ko.
"Iwan mona sya Jade!" the woman say
"Fvck can't you see were getting married in just fucking 2 weeks" my boyfriend say
"I texted her earlier that if she can come here because you have something to say Jade tell her about us tell her about me" the woman shouted
I suddenly want to run, runaway from this place but I cant move my feet It stock on this damn floor
Nilakasan ko ang loob ko at unti unting binuksan ang pinto hindi manlang sila naabala siguro ay hindi nila napansin na may tao dito nagsisigawan paden sila naguguluhan ako ano to? sino to? anong nangyayare? shit.
"Tangina Raine baket mo ginawa yon? Are you out of your mind? Isang beses lang may nangyare saten at hindi na naulet Ex na kita! I already clear to you that no string attached it is just a one night stand baket kaba nandi--" my boyfriend also shouted to this woman whose name is Raine I hate that name from now on
"Because Im pregnant you got me pregnant Jade! Yes for you it just a one night stand no string attached pagkakamali lang yon but for me its more " singit naman ni Raine kayat di na natapos ang sinasabe ng boyfriend ko
I got shocked what is happening? pregnant? One night stand? my heart aches naguguluhan ako wala akong maintindihan.
"It just lust Raine!" Jade say with a shocking face he is shock because he got her ex pregnant fuck my boyfriend got his ex damn pregnant
"It is Love for me we dont do sex what we do is made love Jade ITS LOVE ! I know you're still love me Im sorry for my toxicity before bumalik kana saken please tayo nalang ulet ako nalang ule " Raine say to Jade begging with her knees on the floor
I step backwards I was about to leave that place what I see and heard is enough if I see and hear more I die of pain my heart will stop functioning well pero may biglang kumalabog hindi ko namalayan na kakaatras ko e may nasagi na pala akong vase gumawa yon ng ingay kaya napatingin sila saken gulat na gulat na tumingin saken si Jade habang yung babae naman ay parang inaasahan at gusto nya talagang nandito ako pabor syang nasaksihan ko lahat nang sinabe nya
I turned my back to them and run past I heard Jade calling my name but my tears and the pain keeping me want to leave that place past and I cant face him right now sa lahat nang nalaman ko hindi ko alam kung kaya ko pa syang harapin
Ilan taon nang buhay ko ang sinayang ko sa kanya lahat lahat naibigay ko na andami na nameng pinagdaanan baket ngayon pa baket kung kelan ikakasal na kame?
When Im on the parkinglot I stop from running I suddenly saw my ring and his proposal is pop up onmy head I remember everything the way he look on that day the way he look at me and when he ask me If Im willing to marry him the moment i say say his reaction all of that I still remember
tinanggal ko ang singsing at muling umiyak ng umiyak pinakatitigan kopa ang singsing at ibinato yon basta aalis na sana ako nang biglang
"Miss may galet kaba saken? Baket ka namamato ng singsing?" tiningnan nya yon at tsaka humawak sa ilong nyang tingin ko e tinamaan ng singsing na binato ko
"Shet diamond kaya pala masaket mabigat at mahal pala to miss e oh teka may initials "J&K"?"sabi nya na parang namamangha pa sa singsing tumingin lang ako sa kanya at saka naglakad papalayo mabilis akong sumakay sa kotse paandarin kona sana yon ng biglang may kumatok
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see you on the next chapter mwuaaaa
