the moon☾

my friend

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crowded streets, happy smiles, everyone seems to be having a good time. i walk and i walk, so many people but i feel so alone, my friend the moon is the only one here for me. why do i feel so ...far? so disconnected from this world..
walking away is the only thing i know to do. 𝚠𝚊𝚕𝚔
the darkness drowns my thoughts, blocking everything out, there's no sound, it's filling up my mind.
𝚔𝚎𝚎𝚙 𝚠𝚊𝚕𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐
entering a building full of people doesn't feel any different, so many smiles, families....why can't i have that?
𝚔𝚎𝚎𝚙 𝚠𝚊𝚕𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐
i wanna see the moon, my only friend, it listens to me...
crowded elevator, i hang my head low, i only want to see my friend. why does everyone look so...fake. it's only deceiving smiles and paper hearts, i see through that disguise...
𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚎 𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚍
i can see the view of the whole city, wind blowing through my hair, the moon is so close...how do people still smile, moon?
how...
it feels as if i could touch the moon, it looks so close. i wanna know what it feels like to not be drowned by darkness. moon, is that possible?.
𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚎
it calls out my name, the once suffocating thoughts are now gone, i can't seem to feel anything, i can't seem to think of anything else but the moon.

here i come..