Usually when I cut I do it where no one can see it. I don't want to get attention and didn't want anyone to know how weak I was, how bad my life was. So I cut under my foot. I started and through the whole time I was crying and seeing the scene in my head. Now it wasn't only about what happen today at school, it was about everything. The death of my parents, my big brother that was still in a coma and was left alone in Georgia. I had that great idea to build a wall in my head. Whenever I stress or I'm sad, I hide everything behind it but after a while that wall breaks and when it breaks I break with it.
I realized that I had cut my foot to deep. It didn't want to stop bleeding. I was freacking out. I tried to go get a towel to put on the cut, it took a while before it stopped. I couldn't walk on it so when grandma came back I told her I was really sick and couldn't go to school. For a whole week I stayed home. I didn't want to see or talk to anyone so I didn't answer my phone. Amanda kept calling me. Probably to know if I'm still alive or something. Cameron and Rohan texted none stop. They didn't know what happen on Tuesday and it's better that way.
I stayed in my bed, eating chips and popcorn while watching my favourite show ever, Supernatural. Nothing could calm me down except this. I was doing an other band aid to my foot when suddenly grandma shouted my name. She wanted me to come downstairs someone was there for me. I was wondering who would come to my house on a Saturday afternoon. Amanda maybe? Could be, she knew my address. I told her in French class.
I stretch my legs, put some slippers on and a pyjama bottom. I thought it was Amanda so I didn't care what I wear. I put on the one with cats on it. I finally manage to get downstairs after 10 minutes of struggles. I heard voices in the kitchen so I directly went. I saw grandma sitting at the table with someone. It wasn't Amanda that's for sure.
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