One More Chance

Part 2- Why?

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Five-

As I walked down the road judgmental stares came from all directions making sure I knew I was an outcast, a random, unlike the rest a weirdo. No one around here or anywhere for that matter likes me, they hated anyone who was even the slightest bit unlike them. As I was lost in thought a loud splat sound was heard I looked up only to see that it wasn't raining, a raspy laugh and cough came from my left. I looked at the dirt ridden old man who was looking at his shoes. There laid a fat glob of phloem, it stunk and was a filthy brown colour. It slid off my shoes and made a stain on the already spit covered floor. I looked up furiously and scowled at the old man. He was smiling with a full set of murky yellow teeth  that seemed to be slowly rotting stared back. Clearly the old man was enjoying my anger and wanted to see more but I wasn't going to give it to him. I stared to walk off quickening my pace with each step I took, holding the food that I stole so close to my chest that it was probably squished into a mush of nothing. What did I do to deserve this abuse, WHY? I knew better than to start an argument with the locals as it would only lead to the worst. As I darted into an alleyway I looked left and right and slipped so quickly down the drain that the naked eye wouldn't have caught it, but a demon might. Back there where the glob of spit still laid the old man was giggling with mischief and an intent to cause chaos and trouble. 

I climbed down the ladder making sure to jump off before the last two steps, then sprinting off with my food safely tucked in my shirt with no way to escape. The place was disgusting it stunk, it was so bad to the point that if you where to smell it you would throw up on spot, there was grime everywhere I brushed my hand on it chucked falling to the ground. I started running as fast as possible I took a left, then a right, then a left again passing multiple rats the size of fully grown husky's trying to yank at my flesh anything to get even a nibble. I swerved in between them one slightly catching the side of my trousers pulling as hard as possible, desperately trying to get a bite only to get its head kicked in. I sprinted off as rapidly not wanting that to happen again or I would be rat food for sure. After 10 minutes of running I finally recognized my corridor, Up ahead was a door I got out my keys and in seconds I was inside his house with the doors locked. Another successful day, a smile appeared on my face in relive that it was just finally over but deep down I knew more and even worst days were to come. 

Holland-

I closed my eyes hoping that it would block all the sound out knowing that it wasn't possible, knowing that tonight would be the last time I would ever sleep on such a comforting bed. The whole day was just me washing, packing and buying food knowing that it would be the only chance i got to stock up on something tasty without having to worry if I would have something to eat next. If I got caught it would be the end of my life, I just wouldn't know what to do in that moment. Although my parent were laughing at me, I had caught my mother multiple times through out the day sobbing into her pillow whispering  I'm sorry over and over again and ever time I entered the room to comfort her she would scream at me asking what I saw, then attack me banging my chest asking, WHY? I would just let her because it was all my fault this happened in the first place. My dad was a whole nother matter every time I passed him  he would glare and give me dirty looks or say another one down the drain. I don't understand what he means by that but it really doesn't matter right now seeing the situation I'm in I don't have time to worry about pointless things. Tonight the government would come to pick me up but I won't allow it to happen.

Yesterday I went to school, it was at night for some reason and I didn't have a choice but to go. When I entered everyone was staring at me their judging eyes I walked up the path judgmental stares came from all directions making sure I knew I was an outcast, a random, unlike the rest a weirdo someone who was going to get punished for not caring. Everyone got to their seats I sat down and a girl told me to move when I refused the deputy head came over and pulled me up allowing the rat to take my seat. Me and one other person was dragged to the front, I wanted to seen who it was and who I saw shocked me. Aniya was there, the smartest girl in our school, the girl who has won more medal than I can count. Tears were spilling out her eyes, she looked like a brainless zombie who had not a single bit of soul left. They shamed and made us feel worthless, they all had such an evil grin on their face how could they. THEY LOOKED GLAD TO NOT BE IN MY PLACE.