Spencer spoke to Y/N with a soft voice, never wavering. They stare at him as they listen, admiring his jawline and show-stopping brown eyes.
"I missed you." Y/N blurts, interrupting Spencer's ramblings.
"I missed you too"
Y/N sits up and Spencer does the same. They open their arms and Spencer pulls them against his chest in a tight embrace.
"I wanted to come out to you first." They mumble into his shoulder. "You left before I got the chance. I told my parents maybe a month after you left, they didn't get it at first. They're amazing now but when I first came out, I never felt more alone."
Spencer held them closer. "I'm so sorry. I don't know why I never called, sure I was busy but I could've made the time, and I guess after a while I thought maybe you'd forgotten me."
"Spencer, you're the most unforgettable person I've ever met, and probably just in existence."
He runs his slender fingers through their hair.
"I don't blame you anymore, for going to collage"
"You used to though"
It wasn't a question. They nod.
"I was mad. I needed you more than ever, and you weren't there"
He rests his cheek on top of their head. "And I had no idea"
"It's okay Spencer, it's not your fault."
"I should've noticed something was up with my best friend."
"It was all in my head. I was careful to keep it secret. You had no way of knowing"
He sighed. "I know. I just wish I could've been there for you.
"You're here now, that's what matters." They smile up at him.
"I guess so"
