When I was younger I didn't understand what those poems about not wanting to die just not wanting to exist
But now I understand them I understand them with all my being
The feeling of being somewhere but not wanting to be there
The feeling off wanting to be a place where nobody knows you where nobody sees you
The feeling of being trapped inside yourself
The feeling of wanting to jump out of your body and simply be somebody else
The feeling of wanting the watch the world live on but without you
