"𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐝, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐛𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐭 𝐬𝐨 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥." ఌ︎
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"excuse me." alejandro ran to his room and locked the door. "whats wrong bro, you good?" he turned and stared at mattia. "you lied." "about?" "not being dead , your dead and i believed you when you said you weren't dead. i should've left you alone." alejandro started pacing around the room walking back and forth. "im not dead though?" "they found your body mattia." "um not they found someone that looks like me , its not me because im not dead."
mattia sat up and looked at ale. "can i touch you?" he stared at alejandro with a confused look on his face. "exactly your dead thats why you wont answer my question. seriously mattia why did you come to me you could've went to somebody else. why not kairi or robert or alvaro." alejandro sat down in the corner his eyes turning red, his cheeks puffy, and tears running down his face. every breath he took started to shallow into a desperate gasp for ear. "ale breathe." "im trying-i ca-cant."
there was pain overwhelming him and fear overwhelming mattia. he ran to ale and held onto him until he stopped. "im sorry, i love you bub." "i love you too bro." "im brozoned and i just helped you with your anxiety? wow okay." the two shared a laugh as mattia held onto alejandro tighter. "why didnt you tell anybody, us, me?" "tell you what?" "that you were having them again, i thought you said they weren't back." "they weren't that bad thats why i didnt worry about it so much ." "mamas i dont know what "bad" is to you but that was bad."
"i was thinking about you dying of course its gonna be bad you're my bestfriend tia." alejandro got up and walked to his bathroom, being followed by mattia. "im trying to shower...." "ok so and? ill just watch." ale rolled his eyes before getting naked and getting in the shower. "what do you do in your room all the time?" mattia said looking around "sleep, now stay out of my stuff." "mind your business in the shower." "but you're the one that came up in here to watch me." "whatever."
mattia walked back to in alejandros room and waited for him to come back. "sometimes i feel like you be stalking me." mattia looked up and saw alejandro sit up in the bed with him."well you thought right." ale laughed and laid down. he felt a hand over his waist as he held it as it held onto him. "so you're actually not dead?" "nope." "so who died?" "i dont know but it wasn't me. we can see tomorrow though." "we?" "yes we. and if someone sees me then its not my fault." "goodnight tia." "goodnight mamas."
