Part 25 I am bisexual

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*Paytons P.O.V*
I woke up the next day next to Loren. God damn is she beautiful. I could never do something to her she is so beautiful. I love her just so much. I felt that I needed to pee so I went up and went straight to toilette. I was peeing when suddenly the door opened. It was Loren in sweats and her tvd shirt. I didn't mind that she walked in I mean she as already seen my dick so."
A:,, holy shit sorry payton."
P:,, it's okey buds."
I took my pants back on and walked up to her. She was hiding her face with her hand but why.
P:,, Hey you don't need to be embarrassed you have already seen it don't make a big deal out of it."
I said while taking her hands of her face and moving my hands to her waist to keep her close.
A:,, Payton move."
Omg she is moody again. I hate days like that she is always mad or disrespectful.
I leaned in for a kiss but she stopped me. That's why I looked in to her eyes and I don't found the brown sparkles in her eyes. Shit. No It can't be. Holy. I quickly backed away and walked against the wall with my back."
P:,, Aiden ?"
A:,, Yeah I am Aiden not Loren so what the hell."
P.,,sorry it seemed like you were Loren."
Not that this moment was awkward enough, Loren walked in.
Lo:,, payton why are you taking so Lo—."
P: ,, Hey."
Lo:,, what's going on in here."
I wanted to be honest with her so I told her the whole story.
P:,, please don't be mad I only wanted to be honest with you. It was a mistake and I swear I will never do it again. I just didn't looked in her eyes okey. There a huge difference between yours and hers but I was just so dumb to see."
I expected everything. Slapping me, breaking up with me, just ignoring me for the rest of the day, saying nothing, and just loving me and forgiving me. But I was 100% sure she wouldn't do the last one.
A:,, I am sorry Loren."
Lo:,, it's okey."
P:, really your not breaking up with me?"
Lo:,, hell no I just got you back."
P:,, thanks Jesus."
Lo:,,So mom and dad are already gone?"
A:,, I guess and I was about to leave actually."
Lo:,, Ant ?"
A:,, oh he is gone."
P:,, why is everybody gone?"
A:,, Loren what's to fuck you!"
She screamed while waking out.
P:,, really?" (😏)
Lo:,, maybe I do."
P:,, so so."
Lo:,, actually I don't I am on my period payton and I just wanted to have a good day alone with you."
P:,, I also love this option.
After getting ready I made breakfast. I Told payton I want to take him somewhere. I Told him in the car that we are going ice skating. I don't think he was so exited about it but he still thought it will be funny. We arrived then. We got our skates. I knew how to put them on, but I saw that payton had struggle putting them on.
Lo:,, need help
P:,, Actually yeah."
I helped payton and we went on the race. I actually could skate good I liked to do it. But as soon as I turned around on the ice I saw payton struggling coming on the ice. I came up to him and took his arm. He looked at me weirdly but exacted my help.
P:,, Why can you do that so good?" he said while slowly walking on the ice.
Lo:,,I just loved it when I was little we went like every week to a track when it was winter."
P:,, Why can you do everything so good. I don't freaking know how to do that."
Lo:,,Payt you can do other things better than me tho."
Me and Payton start walking around with the skates and Payton could to it every minute Better.
As we finished we drove home again and I made hot Schokolade. Payton went to get pizza from domino's.
When he came back we ate and watched Netflix in the living room. Suddenly Payton start kissing me and we had a make out session.
P:,,wow."
Lo:,,What?"
P:,,I love your kisses I never wanna lose you. I wanna say sorry again for the thing in the bathroom."
Lo:,,It's okey as long as you don't fuck her i am not mad."
P:,,But what if I kiss her on the lips and I thought it was you?... it didn't happened tho just asking."
Lo:,, Payt I wouldn't get mad at you I already thought about it and look me and Aiden are twins and of course you could confound us. So if it will happen just straight tell me and I will not get mad at you. You just have to tell me."
P:,, I will I won't lie to you.''
Lo:,, anyways do you looked at our post?"
P:,,Yes, i looked once most of my friends congratulated me. My Fans and of course your fans wore so sweet but of course there was a little hate on it but just forget about it I love you you love me and that is what matters."
Lo:,, Aww bae."
I jumped on top of him and kissed him we start to make out again and he took my shirt of. I was first In shook because I thought I told him I was on my period but I guess he forgot.
Lo.,, Payton I am on my period you know."
P:,, oh yeah sorry."
He took my shirt and gave it to me. I sat
Next to him and he held a pillow in front of his d***. Omg payt not again or.
Lo:,, really pay?"
P:,,I am sorry." he said smirking.
Lo:,, come here."
And you know what happened.

**************time skip*****************

It's the 24th of December and tomorrow is Christmas. Me and Payton woke up this morning and I went showering.we got ready, made breakfast and he told me he needed to get something from the store. When he got back he went live in the phone while I was watching tv next to him.
*the live*
P:,, Hey guys! What up?"
...
He talked a little with them but I wasn't paying attention to it until he said.
P:,, Omg Jaden is here Jo bro."
He guessed him and they talked
J=Jaden
J:,, so you have a girlfriend."
P:,, yeah she is so amazing. She really makes me happy even if she is somethings so stressful."
Lo:,, watch your mouth young man."
J:,, wait she is sitting next to you?"
P:,,Yeah why?"
J:,,Just I just saw her on insta yesterday. And my first thought was like holly moly payton what did you got there."
P:,,No I think I own something wonderful."
I wasn't paying attention anymore to there stupid conversation about me and keep watching.
*Paytons P.O.V*
I was talking to Jaden more about Loren when I noticed she wasn't paying attention anymore.
J:,,Okey dude I have to go mads calling."
P:,, no dad don't go."
J:, I have to pay its time to go."
P:,, okey good bye dad."
After a few minutes I guessed Tyler and we talk basically about the same things.
I was really having fun on that live talking to all my friends and I realized how much I missed them.
T:,, so bro when are you coming down to LA?"
P:,, New year."
T:,,With or without lover ?"
To being honest I never asked her about coming with me but it would make me happier if she comes with me.
P:,, bae are you coming with me to LA ?"
Lo:,, I don't need to or I mean you have Riley Ansley and Eliza?"
P:,, actually that's not an excuse."
Lo:,, but really I need to I really don't think your friends would like me."
P:,, you really think that after all Jaden and Tyler talked about."
Lo:,, wasn't paying attention to that. Sorry."
P:,, so your coming?"
Lo:,, no."
P:,, great we are flying down to LA at 28th okey? ... fine."
Lo:,, payton I-
P:,,No excuses anymore you are coming.
I already asked your mom and dad and they said it's a good experience when you come out of the state. So you are coming.
T:,, good so I am about to meet the one and only Loren."
Lo:,,Okey we will see if you think I am so special."
T:,, Of course you are you are pay baby's first girlfriend so you better should be."
P:,, okey okey Tyler enough.
T:,, okey see you in LA bye."
P:,,Bye bro."
Lo:,, Bye."
P:,, okey I am about to end the live guys see you next time."
I ended the live stream and cuddled next to Loren. I laid my self in Loren's lap.
P:,, Remember the last time I was in this position."
Lo:,, PAYTON!"
P:,, oh I loved when I made you moan it was like music in my ears."
Lo:,, Payton come on."
P:,, what nobody is home do you wanna to."
Lo:,, omg no I am still in my period."
P:,, I was just joking."
The day went pretty fast we ate dinner at my house and my mom invited Loren's fam to dinner. We were just having fun, you know talking laughing and that shit you know. Loren end up falling asleep in my bed and her fam went home. Aiden and I designed to play call of duty. We had lots of fun during playing and I enjoyed hanging with her. I don't really now why but Aiden seems different than Loren. I mean of course they are to different persons but I mean since she and Dylan are not longer a thing anymore she keeps on acting different not like the girly girl she was before. She recently keeps on wearing more joggers and you know baggie clothes. I don't have anything against baggie cloths but than wasn't actually what Aiden was normally
wearing. I don't know how to describe it but she seems acting more like a male I guess. And always when I tried to ask Dylan because of what they broke up he was like distant to me. I wanted to know it so bad. I recently start annoying Loren with it. I could swear she knows why.
P:,, Aiden?"
A:,, yeah ?"
P:,, Why did you and Dylan actually broke up?"
A:,, do I have to answer that."
P:,, I have been wanting to know that for long because everytime I ask Dylan about it he doesn't answer and so does Loren.
A:,, okey payton I will tell you. To be honest I don't know how would you take it. It was a hard process finding out how I felt. So I am ... I am ... I am ... bisexuell."
P:,, ... "
A:,, I thought so."
P:,, No no No I mean I was just shocked because I expected everything but not that. I mean I am happy for you that you found out what you feel. ... And to be honest I can talk to you know like you were a guy I mean I can say when we walk in public. Hey Aiden look at that ass."
A:,, Omg payton."
P:,, And than I would say. Ahhh forget about it it was just ur sister."
A:,, you dork!"
She lightly slapped me.
A:,, but actually did you and Loren had sex yet?"
P:,, No not yet."
A:,, what does that mean?"
P:,, I mean I want to but I don't know if she is ready tho I know she is not a virgin anymore. I mean we kind of started being sexual active tho and I really don't what to stress her out."
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I hope you like the chapter. Can you tell me what you think about bi people? I kinda think I am bi. Or does somebody know how to find out your bi?
Lov ex's ❤️❤️

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