This shit ain't right smoke blunts and cryin all night i don't kno what to do man shit tough I start trapping again doing made reckless shit I just couldn't keep it together Apryl called and suggested I walked with her for a while I wasn't in the mood not even for her I lay there the dragged myself up and meet her outside she didn't have justice my stepmom had her we was walking she ask how I was doing she said I look rough I didn't say anything she look at me and I seen her eyes she kissed me and I kissed her back in that kiss it felt like everything I was feeling going through everything was gone with just her damn am I inlove ik I love her but inlove is a new thing I can't expose her or her baby to this crazy ass lifestyle my dad got me work extra so I won't have time for her and he just don't wanna see me doing good he wanna control me he don't wanna see me smile
