Jinea's POV,
I woke up with a heavy weight on me, I had a slight headache.
"What the fuck?", I look over to my side and I see ariyah, I instantly got heated. I pushed her off the bed. I heard a loud thud and she got up.
"Yo, what the fuck is wrong with you?"
I looked at her like she was dumb,"oooh, wait I'm sorry Nae."
"Nah, fuck your sorry you dumbass bitch, get the fuck out of my house." I went in my drawer to get a blunt but then she was there to grab my wrist.
"Let me go."I said angrily
"No."she said back.
"Bet."
I threw her against my wall, making a big ole clash sound,"GET OUT OF MY HOUSE."
"No, I'm staying here we have to talk Jinae."she said begging me.
"About what, about how you basically fucking left me after I saved your fucking life, you really ain't shit Ariyah, I hope you know that."
"I do, riyah, shay, Trinity, and even my demon have been telling me that for the past 3 weeks."she said while scratching the back of her neck.
"Well they're righ-your demon?" I asked, that means-
"Yeah, my demon, I finally got intact to it." She smiled. I smiled for a good second then I went back to being pissed.
"So you think that imma jus be happy for you because you finally got control of your demon side, Im glad you are, but fuck you, I had to help you about 2-3 times with your shit but no fuck that right, I SAVED YOURE FUCKING LIFE!!"
"I didn't mean what I said in that note Jinae, I was jus-"
"Jus what Ariyah, because what you said that fuckin hurt, I put my life on the line for you, i couldn't have done that but no I love you, that's why I saved you, but no you fucking used me, YOU AND YOUR LITTLE FUCKIN CREW USED ME."
At this moment I was crying, it was all pain and anger coming from my body.
"But I didn't mean anything of what I said Jinae, jus please listen."
"Why the hell should I?"
"Because she's telling the truth."someone said.
I looked over at my door seeing Riyah, Shay, and Trinity standing there. I rolled my eyes at them why in the fuck are they here?
"How did y'all get here, better yet why are y'all here?"
"Ariyah texted us saying that she's gunna be taking care of you last night because you were very much intoxicated." Shay said.
"And we knew what was going to happen when you sobered up." Trinity said.
"Okay still don't get why are y'all here?" I asked with a bit of attitude.
"Jus please listen, during the past 3 weeks, you have been fucked up, we know, we saw, but also so has she,"riyah said pointing to ariyah,"she's been living with me, and everyday she would scream late at fucking night in her sleep, I don't know why, but she did it. They were annoying but I knew she was in pain."
I looked over at her and she looked so embarrassed,"her screams would actually get the point to where they were so powerful they would break my windows, so we went to her sister to see why, and turns out her demon/conscience was doing something by making her feel guilty. For 3 weeks her screams got worse and worse, because she felt terrible about what she did."
"I bet she did." I mumbled. I sat down on my bed next to trinity, she was my favorite, she nice and shy, but she's also a follower until you piss her off.
"I don't even know what the note said."riyah said.
"I would tell you what it said but for the past weeks I've been cross-faded."
"Well why don't you just let us read it?"shay asked.
"About that, I used that paper to roll some of my weed."
"Understandable, some shit I'll do." Shay said.
"But whatever she said she didn't really mean it."riyah said.
"Oh yeah, sure she didn't."
"C-Ca-Can I talk to her alone please?" Ariyah said shyly, they nodded their heads and left out the room and closing the door.
"Can you please listen to me this time?"she asked, I sighed nodding my head, she sat down next to me and started to talk.
"I didn't mean anything I said in that note, I didn't at all, Jinae I mean it, when Riyah's aunt told me you died, I lost my mind, I had one of my moments, but then I went to sleep, I don't know how but I went to sleep. When I woke up, everyone was asleep, so I went to go see you. Seeing you dead broke me, jus because I knew i killed you, I was crying next to you and saying, if you woke up I would have to leave you alone. And then you woke up, out of the dead, so I wrote the note, then I left."
She soon straddled me, not gunna lie, it really took me by surprised, I looked up at her, "Jinae, I'm so sorry that I wrote that note, I jus wanted to protect you."
Her hands were on my face, I gave a confused expression,"Protect me from what?" I asked her.
"From me. I have done nothing but cause you pain in your life so. I don't want you to die because of me again." I saw tear stream down her face. I used my thumb to wipe it off.
She started to put her head down, this is the only time I've actually seen her this vulnerable, it's adorable. I picked her head up using my index finger, she looked at me giving me innocent sad eyes. I jus kissed her, and soon she kissed back, and we were having a full make out session.
She moaned a little bit in the kiss, that made me groaned in response to it, my hands slid down to her ass, and I grabbed it hearing and feeling her let out another moan.
We pulled away from each other with both of us breathing heavy, she started to whimper, I looked at her eyes and seen that they were black.
"What's wrong."
"I don't have full control of my demon, and you just made me horny. And when I'm like this it's bad. "
"Well you're the one that sat in my lap. How think that made me feel?" I said smiling up at her.
"I'm sorry." She said innocently, her head was down and she was biting her nails, I smiled and lifted her head up, how does she have this affect on me,"it's okay." I pecked her lips.
"No, I mean I'm sorry about everything Jinae."
"I forgive you Ariyah."
"Fully?"
"Oh no, not fully, that's gunna take time."
She looked down again but I lifted her head up again,"but I still forgive you."
I kissed her again and she kissed back.
"I never seen you like this Ariyah." I said smirking, "it's kinda cute.", I said biting down on my bottom lip, she rolled her eyes,"don't get use to this Jinae."
I laughed at her, she was so shy right now, it was so cute,"you know your eyes are orange?"
"What?"
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