Hell Angel[Rin Okumura x Reader]

Psycho

Y/N POV

I ran. I didn't care that someone was calling after me. I needed to leave.
After running for a few minutes, I found a huge fountain and decided that I would rest there. I crouched down onto the itchy green grass and leaned back onto the fountain. I looked around, it seems I had lost the person the was following me. I sighed and put my head in between my knees and let the tears flow. I didn't hold back, I was a sobbing mess. 'Damn it! You finally get the chance to make friends and you screw it up! Damn it!' I'm going to be all alone again. I cried harder. I'm so stupid, why would anyone want to be friends with me? They all must think I'm a psycho!
"Hey, Y/N, why are you crying?" A make voice questioned.
I looked up to see Rin, his eyes full of concern. I quickly wiped my tears away and smiled.
"Haha, no worries, I'm not crying, I just got some dust in my eyes that's all." I said cheerfully hoping he'd buy it, I didn't need someone to take pity on me.
"You're lying."
I guess he didn't buy it.
Suddenly I had the urge to cry again, I sniffled back the tears and put my head down.
"Really I'm fine." I tried to sound convincing but even I didn't believe that. I wasn't fine. I was a mess. Rin slouched down to my level and stared at me. Why did he care if I was crying? Why would someone care about me? Suddenly I felt masculine arms wrap around me, pulling me against a soft yet hard surface. Rin was hugging me.
"It's ok." He said softly.
I couldn't hold back the tears anymore, I silently sobbed against his chest as he rubbed my back.

Rin POV
*from when he first ran after Y/N*

Damn it. She was so fast! How could such a small thing be so quick? I lost her. Damn, where'd she go?? After a few minutes of searching I heard small sobs coming from the courtyard. I quietly peaked around the corner and saw a small figure on the ground leaning against the fountain. It was Y/N! She was crying! Why was she crying? I walked over to where she was and stared at her, she didn't seem to notice my presence. She looked, she looked so sad. Why was she so sad? I had to do something.
"Hey,Y/N, why are you crying?" I asked with concern. I really wanted to help her.
She wiped her face and smiled.
"Haha, no worries, I'm not crying, I just got some dust in my eyes that's all."
I didn't buy it.
"You're lying." I said sternly.
She looked like she was about to cry again. Damn it, did I do something wrong?
"Really I'm fine." She smiled up at me.
Why was she lying? Why was she acting so tough? She put her head back in between her knees. I had to do sometime, I had to make her feel better.
I slouched down to her level and stared at her. I couldn't take it anymore. I pulled her in and hugged her as tight as I could.
"It's ok."
She started to cry again. I rubbed her back. Damn, she was really sad.

Y/N POV

We sat like that for a while, even after I stopped crying. He felt so, warm, I just felt so safe in his arms. I wish we could stay like this forever, but I knew we couldn't. I sighed and pulled away from him.
"Thank you."
"For what?" He asked.
"For caring." I replied.
He looked at me, and smiled sadly.
"No need to thank me." Rin said kindly.
No one has ever cared about me like he did, and I just met the guy.
"No one ever cared about me. Thank you." I smiled, a genuine smile this time too. He looked at me and opened his mouth, closed it, as if contemplating if he should speak or not, and opened it again.
"Will you tell me why you were crying? Please? Was it because of Shima? I swear, I'll kill him-" He began but I interrupted him.
"No no! I could care less about pinkie, it's just-" I sighed and took a deep breath.
"Ever since my parents died, I was never able to make any friends. I was always alone. Whenever I would make friends I'd always end up messing things up. They'd always ask how my parents died and they'd never believe me. Then they would insult my parents and I'd lash out at them. Sometimes even attacking them. I don't know why. I just suddenly got a boost of power and went crazy. I could never make friends. However, this time was different, no one knew my past and so I didn't have to tell anyone. I really wanted to make friends, I didn't want to be all alone again but I lashed out again and hurt someone. Everyone must think I'm a psycho now." I smiled sadly at Rin.
"No one thinks you're a psycho! Actually, everyone thinks your super cool! Shima got what he deserved! Everyone thought so! You were so cool when you punched him!" Rin smiled brightly at me.
"Really? They don't think I'm a psycho?" Did they really think I was cool?
"Yeah! Plus everyone yelled at Shima too, I apologize for his actions, he's not usually like this. " He replied.
I couldn't help but smile. They thought me, of all people, was cool! I couldn't believe my ears. Maybe I wouldn't be all alone. I could make friends! Without thinking I hugged Rin,
"Thank you, you really made me feel better."
"Anytime." Rin hugged me back and chuckled.

Rin POV

While we were sitting there hugging, I couldn't help but think. She would alway lash out at people and attack them, when I was younger I did that too. She just wants friends, I just want friends too. She doesn't want to be alone anymore, I don't want to be alone anymore ether. I chuckled.
'She's just like me.'

Hey!! Author-Chan here! Thank you so much for 3 reads! I know that's not a lot but it's a lot to me! I hope you enjoyed this chapter, sorry if it kind of sucked, it's late at night and I'm just getting back from watching fireworks. I'll do my best to update every day! Love ya, stay safe!