Perfect - A KaoEarth AU

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Kao's POV

I left the room, hearing his voice calling me out is painful, I wanted to go back and hug him, but at the same time, I'm afraid of saying things I may regret later so I decided to leave.

I walked in the corridors, examining everything around,

There are doctors and nurses everywhere, the sound of the wheels of the stretcher, people talking in low voices, there is a strong smell of cleaners and antiseptic in the air, it is a place you clearly wouldn't want to stay..

The idea of him having to live in such an environment for years hurts me.. he was in so much pain and I had no idea..

I walked to a small garden at the end of the corridor, I never intend to leave the hospital

I just needed time to breathe and calm down..

It hurts.. it hurts to know how much pain he's been through and how much he's been going through until now..

I'm partially blaming myself.. I should've asked him at once.. but I didn't..

It hurts knowing how it seems like he's given up on life..

But what hurts me even more is the fact that he's pushing me away..

Is it that easy for him? Even the thought of waking up without him scares me.. it's painful even as a thought

It is like he's taking my feelings lightly..

Love.. I wouldn't make those promises if I can just live and find someone better than you..

I love you.. only you.. I don't think I can love anyone else.. I can't..

I calmed down after a few minutes and I decided to go back, I'm almost back at his room when I ran into Fluke and Ohm who both looks like they are in panic, next to them is a doctor.. just the sight of them made me panic,

Did something happen?

Sht. I immediately ran towards the room.. I barely reached them when they opened up the door

and I almost fell on knees by the sight of him

Is this how I left him..?

He's a crying mess.. the others are holding his wrist restricting his move.. there is blood flowing from the back of his hand, right from where the IV is previously attached..

The sound of the monitor next to him is painful for the ears to hear,

he looked so tired.. I wasn't even away for that long

What happened..?

I softly called his name

"Mu..." I caught everyone's attention just with those words.. he cried even more, trying to reach for me, they slowly let go of their hold of him

I made my way towards him hugging him tight the moment I get close

"Don't leave.."

" I'm sorry.. I'm sorry.."

"Shh.. I won't leave" I looked at the doctor on the side and gave him a nod, he's holding an injection and was supposed to give him a shot to calm him down but he can't because he's resisting earlier.

I cupped his face giving way for the doctor to have his arms

"I love you.. I always do. I always will."

"I will never leave you.. just give me a little time to process everything.."

"You have me.. You will always have me.."