𝓒𝓾𝓽𝓮 𝓢𝓱𝓸𝓻𝓽 𝓢𝓽𝓸𝓻𝔂'𝓼 // {SooShu} //

[Give Up?]✅

(Did you guys watch the concert? omg it was so good, Soojin and Shuhua's solos were so good 😭)

Maybe i should just give up
does she even love me
what would she think of me if i tell her
i'm disgusting
she's gonna hate me

yet....

i can't stop loving her
i won't stop loving her even if it kills me
she needs to be happy
i'll make her happy
i will care for her
i will be there for her....

"Shuhua~ya , are you ok ?" Soojin asks as she stares at me in thought, "you've been thinking for a while now...." she says, "oh yea, jin jin i'm fine just thinking about something" i say as i nod my head while looking back at her

wow she's really pretty....

what am i saying stop it Shuhua it won't happen

"hey Shu" jin says looking down

"whats up Soojin?" i ask questioning why she did that, "you know if you ever want to talk about something i'm always here for you" she says and grabs my hand rubbing the back with her thumb

"yea i know jin, it's just..." i try to say but just stop myself into making things worse...

"it's just what Shuhua?" she says but before i can respond she cuts me off "Shuhua do you like someone is that the problem?" she asks still staring at me with her chocolate eyes

i sigh...

"yes i do but don't worry i'm trying to get over it" i smile as i say to seem ok

Soojin looks at me probably knowing my smile is fake since she knows me the best other then Yuqi

"who is it?! and why did they hurt our poor maknae, i swear who's dumb enough to hurt this poor baby" she says as she grabs my face and starting babying me

"like i said jin jin~ah it's no one don't worry about" i say as i look down at my lap playing with my fingers

"it doesn't seem like nothing, and you know i won't stop until i figure the person out so why don't you just tell me now" Soojin said

"you really want to know Soojin..." i ask her

"of course i do Shu!" she said giving me a comforting look

i sigh again while looking back at her

"ok ok, it's you..." i say waiting to see her reaction

"wait what?" she said scrunching her face confused... "you like me!" she says again louder

"yea but don't worry i'm trying to get over you i mean.. i've kinda been avoiding you too" i say worried and embarrassed

"shu..." she says speechless

"you don't have to say anything i get it i'm disgusting" i say as i try and get up and leave but soojin grabs me back

"wae unnie? just let me be..." i say with tears in my eyes trying to hold them back

"no shuhua it's not like that, i like you too... i-i was just surprised when you said that" she said comforting me

"look at me shu" she says as she lifts my face up to her, wiping my tears away

"y-you like-e me t-too..." i said as i cry even harder

"of course, i mean who would your so adorable and cute especially when u cling onto me" she says happily

"if it makes you any happier just know i love you" she says as she looks into my eyes cupping my face

i look at her then at her lips and decide, might as well i have nothing left to lose anyway...

i suddenly kiss her and she seemed surprised but ended up kissing back a couple seconds later slowly working our way to a make out

she pulls away as i whine while she giggles seeing me trying to act cute to get kisses again

"Jinjin~ya" i say looking at her while she's giving me a questioning look

"yes shushu?" she asks while rubbing my face which her thumb

"i love you too..." i say as she smiles and pulls me into another kiss

for the rest of the day we made out and cuddled in our dorms

while not yet official.... (sadly)

we are going slow and steady so we don't mess this up

[end :)]

💕AUTHORS NOTE💕

Im back! WOOOO 🥳
i've actually hurt my self a while ago because i was trying to take a shower and my glass door got stuck, so me being the stuiped person i am 😂... i tried and fix it but end up pulling the glass out and it broke all over me giving me cuts everywhere while stepping on it so i couldn't walk for days ;(

but i'm back and better but not yet healed so it'll take time but give me some suggestions cuz i'm not good at thinking if situations 🥺

have a nice day 👁👄👁