it is 3:40 am in the morning and minghao was cocooned in his blanket, his eyes full of tears, his room filled with sniffles and sobs and used tissues all over the floor and bed.
he had great parents to teach him the right ways of living. he ofcourse, obeys everything he has been taught. he was the perfect child, thats what the xu's thought. the chinese boy was always doing his best at school, and being the best xu, his parents could represent to their family members.
in all honesty, the kid was tired. he was tired of everything. he does his best at everything yet, he is always paid back with the worst. he was tired of always saying okay at everything, even if others step on him. even if he couldnt get what he wants, it was okay for him. as long as everybody else was happy.
minghao shifts his body to face the ceiling still covered by his blanket. the ceiling was empty, it reminded him of his current state. his brain, heart, body; empty.
another hour passed, and the chinese boy was still wide awake, he just couldnt get his problems out of his mind, as if they were all around him, trying to take over his body.
his alarm goes off, filling the room with the ringing. he stays still for awhile then turns it off.
he stands up as he lets out a deep exhale.
there were no tears left in his eyes to let out, he thinks to himself; im better than this, i shouldnt cry over petty shit.
he wanted to change himself. restart everything in his life. forget everything from the past and never look back. although it was not easy, minghao was ready to give up everything to start over a new peaceful life.
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𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕤𝕠𝕟𝕘 》 verhao ft wonhao
Fanfiction[COMPLETED] suddenly memories of them together flashed before his eyes it reminded him of the times his heart fluttered for an unknown reason, and the times he knew it fluttered because of his simping ass. June 12 - July 2020
