It was like any other afternoon after practice, Yamaguchi was talking about his day while Tsukishima walked with him with his headphones on. Granted nothing was playing but it made Yamaguchi be more open about stuff so he did it anyway. Then Tadashi stopped walking making Kei do the same. "What are you doing" Kei spoke annoyed Tadashi didn't finish his story that he didn't even know he was listening to. "I have to tell you something" Tadashi said head looking at his feet. "What?" Kei said. "Uh...well you see I, I like you please go out with me!" He said not yelling but not being very quiet either. 'What is he stupid' Kei thought, how could someone as nice as Tadashi like him. Kei wasnt the nicest to him and there were many people he could have a crush on, so why him? "Ew why would say that." Kei said in annoyed tone "That isn't normal you know." Kei was cursing himself wanting to die everytime he said something so mean to tadashi. "I-I know its just-" tadashi couldn't even finish the sentence before Kei told him to "Shut up" and said "Just leave me alone" Kei wanted to punch himself in the face. "Tsukki i just-" He tried to speak getting cut of again by his harsh words, "And stop calling me that stupid ass nickname" Kei said walking home leaving tadashi behind. It started to rain while Tadashi just sat there, crying.
**Yamaguchi's POV**
I walked through the front door soaking wet. I took off my shoes and jacket heading up stair not feeling hungry enough for dinner. When i got on my bed all I could feel was the hot tears running down my face like my life depended on it. "Im so stupid" I yelled into my pillow wanted to fade away. I ended up falling asleep because the next thing i knew the sun was hitting my face. I would have probably skipped school if we didnt have training camp this week. so i got up, took my shower and changed into my uniform and ate breakfast. I took my bags and told my mom goodbye reminding her of the trip. She was used to this so she sent me on my way and told me to stay safe. When i walked out the door i wasn't surprised to not see Tsukishima there waiting for me after what happen yesterday but that didnt mean it didnt hurt just as much.When i got to the school all of the team was there talking to each other. Hinata and kageyama were fighting about something while Tanaka and Nishinoya were egging them on. Suga, Daichi, Asahi and Kiyoko were talking to Coach Ukai and Takeda about god knows what. Ennoshita, Narita, Kinoshita and Yachi being the only normal people on the team were eating their breakfast and making small talk. The only person by themselves was Tsukishima. "Finally you're here!" yelled Hinata when he saw me walking towards them. "Great, now lets all get on the bus and head to Tokyo!" Suga yelled climbing on the bus. Tsuki wouldn't even look at my so when Ennoshita walked past I grabbed his sleeve."Can we switch seats please?" He looked at me like he wanted to ask whats wrong but he just said yes and let me set next to Tanaka. He was loud but i feel asleep almost instantly when we started pulling out of the school.
Kageyama's POV
'What the hell is going on, why aren't that sitting together'
"Did the happy couple have a fight?" I teased but i really did want to know what was going on.
"Shut the fuck up" Tsukishima replied, no insult or anything just anger.
"What happened with you and Yamaguchi?" I ask
"Why the hell does it matter to you?" He says still looking out the window
"Don't be an ass, I just wanted to see whats going on, geez" I turn around to look behind me to see Yamaguchi on the brink of tears and Narita comforting him. If i'm being honest it pissed me off. Sure I didn't talk to him that much but we all knew Tadashi and knew he couldn't hurt a fly. I sit back down and ask Hinata if he knows whats going on but he doesn't either.When we get to the Training camp Yamaguchi runs off to the bathroom or something while Tsukishima just stands there. 'I'll just ask Yamaguchi tomorrow' i say in my head and go to our team shared room to help lay out the futons.
Suga's POV
When Yamaguchi came into the room his eyes were read and puffy and it was obvious he had been crying. I had no choice but to go over there and comfort him. When i hugged him he just put his head on my shoulder, he wasn't crying or anything just laying there. Some of the team was already talking to the other teams in the gym, the only people in the room were Me, Daichi, Ennoshita, Tsukishima, and surprisingly Hinata and Kageyama. Tsukishima walked past us, on his way he let a rude and unneeded "Tch, that pathetic" and left. After that Yamaguchi busted into tears soaking my shoulder while i rubbed his back. When he calmed down everyone else in the room sat in a circle and asked him what happened.
Yamaguchi's POV
I was scared to tell them, i wondered if they would react the same way. I had already lost my best friend i didn't want to loose anyone else. "I told him i liked him and he called me weird and told him to leave him alone" I said, I wanted to cry again. "What a bitch" Ennoshoita shouted. Usually Daichi would have told him not to swear but this time he just agreed with him. "You should try talking to him" Suga said calmly. I wanted to but i was scared, but i knew if i didnt this problem wouldn't go away. "Okay i will" I say getting up and opening the door "Thank you for not hating me" I said smiling and walked out the door.It took me about 10 minutes to find Tsukki but when i did he was filling up his water bottle clearly annoyed. "Tsukki can we tal-" I tried to say getting cut off. "I said don't call me that" he muttered. "Fine Tsukishima, anyway i'm sorry and i understand if you don't wanna date me but i still wanna be friends" i say trying my best not to cry. "And why in the hell would I want to be friends with a pervert" He said turning and walking away, his words like knives to my heart. I walked back to the room seeing nobody was the and got into my futon crying and soon falling asleep.
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Hypocrite
FanfictionAngst with a happy ending because im nice. WARNING: Internalized homophobia