Hypocrite

Regret

                                                Yamaguchi's POV 

I didn't feel like getting up when they called us down for breakfast. I didn't feel like doing anything but crying and sleeping but i knew that wasn't an option. So i got up, got dressed and went down to breakfast. I sat at a table with the first years but Tsukki wasn't there he was with the others teams. Looking at him made me wanna run away and cry. "Hey Yamaguchi.....?" Hinata said sounding concerned after seeing the bag under my eyes. "yeah" I said blankly. "Are you okay?" Asked Kageyama, I know they were just trying to be nice but it just made me mad for some reason. "Do i look okay Kageyama, use your damn eyes next time" I said my voice raised. I could feel everyone starring at me. "sorry" i muttered then left.

I was sitting in the bathroom stall, i could hear Hinata and Kageyama calling my name looking for me. I didn't care i knew they just wanted to talk to me about what happened and i was too scared to do that. I was weaker than anyone else on the team. The only reason i got into games was because i was a pinch server and even that didn't last long. I knew Tsukki would be mad at me if i quit the team but i guess that doesn't matter now. Sometimes i wonder if we were friends in the first place. I just followed him around like a lost puppy and he would ignore me or tell me to shut up. I was more like a follower than a friend to him. Just being around him made me happy, i miss him. 

                                                        Suga's POV

"I'm gonna talk to Tsukishima for a second, I'll be right back" I was beyond pissed. I walk over to Tsukishima. "Come outside side with me please" I say trying not to punch him in the face. 

"No." He says and turns back to talking. This was my breaking point i was tried of this damn attitude he has against everyone. I grabbed him by the hair pulling him outside with me. "It wasn't a question!" I yelled while taking him with me. 

"What did you say to yamaguchi yesterday" I said

"Why does it matt-" 

"Because i fucking asked now are you gonna tell me or am i gonna have to bench you for this whole training camp?" I said, i was fed up with this drama.

"He asked for us to be friends and I said i didn't want to be friends with a pervert, there!" he said and left. I sat there dumbfounded on how he could say such a thing to Yamaguchi, the one who treats him like a god and never back talks him. I hear talking and walk around the corner to see Hinata and Kageyama comforting Yamaguchi. I felt bad for him but this seemed off, Tsukishima wasn't one to show his emotions so the fact that he said  anything when Yamaguchi confessed was weird. Nonetheless Yamaguchi was sad so I should just let him sit out for a few days. "Yamaguchi you can sit out of the games for a few if you want to."  He gave me a small nod and    left. I followed after him to make sure he didn't do anything stupid.

                                                         Kageyama's POV 

"K-kageyama...." Hinata says stuttering. "What dumbass." I say, i wasn't trying to be mean anymore i just said it on a daily at this point. "Would you react like that if I liked you"  I stared at him wide eyed. What kind of question is that. The answer was No obviously. "Like hell i would, i'm not an asshole like Saltyshima" I could feel my face getting hotter, did he like me. Not that i wouldn't mind but what if he likes someone else and was just asking me for help? "So you wouldn't hate me?" Hinata says, i could see tears in his eyes. "No, i would say i liked you back" It took a while for me to re think what I had just said and when I realized it i looked over at Hinata who was wide eyed blushing like crazy. "I-i didn't mean it like that, well i did, b-but still. I'm sorry" I wanted to crawl in a hole and die my face felt so hot. "Do you like me" Hinata muttered looking down. "Well duh i wouldn't have said that if i didn't"  I said, still blushing like crazy. I heard sobs coming from Hinata as i turned to him. "Im s-sorry for crying i was just scared you would hate me" He says crying and laughing at the same time. I put his head on my chest and hug him. "I'm sorry for scaring you then" I say. I feel him crawl into my lap and we just stay like that for a few minutes. "Are you okay now" I asked. "Yeah, im gonna go practice now. I'll cya later."  He gets up, kisses me on the cheek, then leaves. Leaving me a blushing mess on the ground. 

                                     ~Time Skip because I can~ 

                                             Yamaguchi's POV  

I was outside practicing handling the ball my bouncing it off my arms over and over again. "Hello Yamaguchi" I heard a faint and quiet voice say to me. I let the ball drop to see it who it is and its Kenma. "Hello Kenma-San, how are you?" i say picking up the ball and walking over to him. "I wish i could say good but that would be a lie" He says his voice quiet as usual but with a hint of sadness in it. "Do you wanna... maybe talk about it?" I say putting a hand on his shoulder. He looks up at me and i can see his eyes were read and his nose was tented with blush like he had been crying. "You wouldn't mind?" He says. "Of course, we may not be close but i still wanna help" i say sitting down on the warm grass, him doing the same shortly after me. "So whats wrong" I ask. "I got rejected" he said. I can see the tears in his eyes. "By who?" i say rubbing his back trying to comfort him. "Kuroo, he said he wasn't looking for a relationship." I pull his head into my chest and he starts crying. We sat there for a few minutes, then i finally spoke up. "Do you still like him?" He looks at me teary eyed then puts his head back down on my chest. "Its okay I wouldn't have expected you to get over it instantly, so don't feel bad." At this point it felt like i was trying to tell that to myself. "Tsukishima rejected me also so we are in the same boat, well kinda you and Kuroo are probably still friends" I said trying to cheer him up. "What do you mean, did something bad happen" He said looking up at me. "He kinda rejected me, called me weird, and said not to talk to him again." "What a bitch" Kenma said. "Yeah but i don't know what i expected, we can be friends if you want!" I said, it would be nice to make friends outside of the volleyball team seeing as i was always with them or Tsukishima. "Sure.... do you have a phone or something?" "Yeah here you go, just put your number in my phone" I hand him my phone and he puts in his number. "Thank you i'll talk to you later" He says getting up and walking away.