hi, my love,
i wanted to send you the crescent figure of the moon in the night when our bodies were a whole for the first time. that's how god had crowned our special day for us, jinyoung...
there is no need to tell that moment, isn't it? there was always an attraction between us. and one day, it suddenly happened. we were not drunk, obviously. we just talked with our eyes.
jinyoung, my love, i'm out of words anymore. i can't talk about you anymore, even to you too! because, it started to be more painful than before. you know, you were literally my everything jinyoung! you were giving me the power to stand up every morning. you were giving me your shoulders whenever i need them. you were my hands, my arms, my head, my brain, my heart...
and you are dead now! jinyoung, i have nothing left to live for, sweetheart. i don't have anything to live for anymore, baby.
do you understand me?
i'm really sorry. i have been waiting for a long time and i'm sure that i will definitely find you somewhere else. i have to do this now.
daehwi, your sweetheart who loves you more than the far between the world and the moon. oh maybe, even more than that.
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the voice i long for even in my dreams
i call out the name but there’s no answer
only the tearful echo returns
and i listen to that sound by myself
even if it’s so cold, it feels like it’ll break
i won’t ever let go this time
the hands of that day that has gotten so far away
through the night that was endlessly long and thick and dark
i know your wish has silently disappeared
i'll wait for a long time, i will definitely find you
even if you’re so far that i can’t see you
let’s go, to the place at the tip of dawn
YOU ARE READING
after you
Fanfiction[bae jinyoung & lee daehwi] ❧ bae jinyoung left behind lee daehwi who sent postcards to his mail box which will not be opened one more time and went far away.