Chapter 1

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~John

I was typing out the lastest case online. I was looking for a new case for Sherlock. I don't know if he would take any of these cases. I sighed and hear an explosion coming from the kitchen. I sighed and got up. 

"Sherlock, don't tell me you blew up the microwave, again," I said walking.

"No," He said. I looked at him. 

"Then what happens," I said, crossing my arms.

"I obviously mixed to chemical together and they don't react well with each other and boom," He simplified it. I rolled my eyes. He looked at me, "Jawn," 

"Yes," I said.

"Your shaking," Sherlock stated. I looked at my hands. I didn't notice.  I shrugged it off and walked back to my chair. I felt him grab my arm, "Jawn." 

"Yes, Sherlock," I said looking at him. He starred at me.

"What are you thinking?" Sherlock asked.

"Nothing besides finding you a new case," I stated. He starred at me making sure I was telling the truth. 

"Really," He said.

"Yes," I yawned.

"Jawn have you slept," Sherlock asked.

"Not really been busy," I stretched and headed back to my chair. 

I knew he really didn't care for my well being. Yeah, he just asking because he might need me later. I like him a lot but I can never tell him.  I sat in my chair reading over different cases. I sighed and gave up. I don't know why I try so hard for him. He insults me every once in a while. Well, he can find a criminal within hours. 

So, who am I compare to him? No one.  I close my laptop and lean back in my chair. Thinking of how it would all end for me. If I didn't meet him. He probably be the one deducing that I killed myself. I sighed.

"Jawn," I heard his voice. I hummed, "Your thinking,"

"Yes, Sherlock. I can think," I mumbled.

"About," 

"It doesn't matter," I stretch. 

"Then why won't you tell me," he asked.

"Because it would be dull to you," I said using his words against him. He nodded. 







This is how it is. I can never tell him anything. Sherlock just simply married to his work and of course, he told me that. 

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I was trying a new thing. See I wanted to do a sherlock fanfic for a while but I was too scared to but here it is. So, I hope you like it


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