I am grateful for him and all of the things I learned and experienced from our relationship. I know that I may act bitter but it's just my pride I'm sorry it really gets in the way. I'm grateful I was able to love someone this deeply and even though he's not for me he will be forever be a part of who I am. This type of love comes unexpectedly you were never asking nor looking. That's why it becomes something great and difficult to let go but don't worry I am letting go, slowly.. I hope he becomes happy and strong as he grows without holding my hand.
I still love him, I'll be loving him for a long time but I can't keep on pretending that what we had was still worth saving. We had our downs of course, accusations, misunderstandings, annoying one another, fighting over something that would result to physical hurting, not letting go of some issues that are supposed to be over and done with, just like any other couple.
We were all about the small details in our relationship. Walks, singing and dancing along in our favorite songs in his room, forehead kisses during walks, taking pictures of him, calling me his baby whenever he can, thinking about what we will be in the future, what we will be naming our kids, and more. But here we are now taking different paths, walking away with each other.
Dear danne, you're my favorite hurting.
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Fine Line
Short StoryAn 'semi open' letter to my friends in their future selves. 2018 Do not judge my grammar or you'll have to buy me food!