Part 34

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Chapter 34

11th June Thursday.

26th May
It's been raining and raining and raining. Even the air smells of rain. Dampness. It always had been beautiful, but raining straight for 2-3 weeks is not that great. Obviously I mean. It's been more than 2 weeks, since the rain have started and it's not showing a sign of stopping. I mean, we do need to see the blue sky.
The sun is hidden for too long now.

The sun gets hidden. For too long at times. The grey sky dampening the earth as it does dampen our moods. Sometimes it feels as if we won't see the blue sky again, but the sun fights away the dark- grey clouds, and it comes out.
That's it!
I don't think it'll be difficult to love literature and the metaphors, now.

I thought of going to school.
Not for any academic work or anything but myself.

I... I'm  not getting it.

I think I'm going through varying moods and all those stuff from some time now. I've gone through my previous entries, and honestly saying, many of them made me laugh at how silly I was. I overthought every single thing, and really, it WAS a pathetic condition.

At leadt she's understanding whatever she was through. Yes, you're brave and you'll do it.

I want to get better, everyone wants to. No one wants to be in the endless cycle of "I'm okay and I'm not okay"
I'm getting that I was being through all those and I'll be good from now on, but the thing is that I don't know what tomorrow brings.
So I thought I'd get to talk to a professional.
And the place where could I get someone from is the school. So, yeah.

And maybe the sun will finally come out, giving the abundance of the blue sky and the night one, with bright stars.

I believe in you.

This is over now. Yes, thank you.

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