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I was 13 when I knew I have a sickness
Because the way my parents look at me when I wake up in the hospital
Is unbearable
They were crying.
I can understand why I saw sadness and sympathy in their eyes
But guilt and betrayal?
I didn't know why I saw those in their eyes not until when they leave me alone in the orphanage
Right at that moment
I finally knew why I saw those in their eyes
But you know what's more funny?
I don't even know what is my sickness.
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I was 17 when I decided to leave the orphanage
And do a check up in the hospital.
Finally
After 4 years...
I finally know what is my sickness
Sarcoma
The doctor said I could have done a surgery to get rid to the tumour
But the cost of it...
That's when I knew why my parents leave me at the orphanage.
My family is not well off
Therefore they can't afford to pay for the cost of the surgery.
Since they didn't want me to live, I might not live as well
Right?
Right there and then, I decided to do all the things on my bucket list
Before I die.
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When I was in Japan, my favourite country
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FIRST SNOW ➼ jirosé ✔️
Fanfiction"I always run into her on the first snow, but not anymore." In which he always runs into her on the first snow every year. No matter where they are. It's a short story of jirose :)