SWEET CREATURE | stray kids

FIFTY SIX

cb97:
hi felix..

steve:
hey!!

cb97:
i really need to talk to you

steve:
oh
that's never good

cb97:
no it's not bad!!
it's not rlly good either??? idk i just feel like i need to explain what's going on in my head rn

steve:
ok...
i'm listening :)

cb97:
ok uhm
so. we kissed

steve:
yeah..
it was a rlly rlly good kiss btw

cb97:
sndgnwnsfnsj thanks??
ughhhh i rlly dont know how to do this
so the thing is. like. i thought i was straight

steve:
oh

cb97:
like. i'm attracted to u but.
i've never been attracted to a boy before??
and i guess this whole thing is just rlly confusing cuz it's like my entire life has been flipped upside down
but like. it's not bad because i really like you and kissing you was just. sosososo great and i want to do it again but idk i'm just. scared

steve:
what are you scared of?

cb97:
....when changbin came out to his family, they kicked him out and they hate him
he's always telling me about how hard it is for him
i guess i'm just afraid of how people are going to look at me differently
i don't want my family to hate me...

steve:
channie...
when i came out to my parents they were a little thrown off, and it was hard for a while because they didn't understand, but when they came to realize that i was the same felix they always knew, they became super supportive of me. everyone is different of course, but why would you deny yourself a part of your true self just for your family? don't you owe it to yourself to be honest abt who you are?
plus, you don't have to worry about your parents right now. i'm sure this is all super confusing and difficult and worrying about something that is way in the future won't help you. focus on figuring yourself out first before you feel like u have to tell everyone.
and i'm here for you, just so you know. i'd be more than happy to help you with literally anything. i really care about you too chan..

cb97:
thank you felix
i was honestly rlly afraid to tell u about this but your words are rlly helpful
i just. i'm afraid that i might hurt you if we take this any further and that's the last thing i want to do

steve:
why do you think you'd hurt me?

cb97:
well...
what if i cant do it? what if i cant commit to you because i'm too afraid?

steve:
do you want to commit to me?

cb97:
i always commit to the people i care about

steve:
and you care about me?

cb97:
of course
so much

steve:
isn't that your answer then?

cb97:
...
do you want to come over?