Looking back on the life I've lived so far I don't think there's any one moment that lead to this. It was a build up of emotions over time, words left unsaid, problems allowed to turn into a snowball. That's what brought this about. It was never one moment, but everything inbetween.
I remember the music I listened to that helped me through this all. I remember the friendly smiles from random strangers that told me I had a chance in this world. But the worst part is, I remember the pain and bad things too. I remember the people who took their dark side to a whole new level. The people who let me loose myself in the first place. As well as him. His face.
I wish I couldn't. I wish I wouldn't wake up each night to a face planted in my memory. If I could give up who I am now to get rid of those memories I would.
You see people see me. But they don't see me. They see the success, the results of hard work and suffering. But they don't see the truth, nor do they want to. So when people ask me
"How did you get there?" I smile and say 'I was just lucky'
If anyone's reading this it means it worked. It means my plans for everything have worked and once I tell you my name, you'll know who I am. But before this you'll never know the full story, never know the truth. So here it is.The things no one will ever tell you.
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Who am I you ask?
Well,
I'm you.
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