I thought im fine but i realized im not. I thought im fine with this set up but im starting to hate myself coz i still keep on looking if he already did message me. I hate myself for being like this. I don't want to give my full time for him anymore, i'm so tired of that sht. I don't want to wait for him anymore. God, how can I stop my self caring too much for him? How can I love myself more than him?
