XXVI part IV

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When I was in the dark,

he knocked on the door of my life

he was bright, gentle and kind.

His smile is like a light,

shining through my dark and lonely days

like water seeping into my dry and empty heart.

He patted my head while comforting 

my lonely self

I feel so happy

but also scared. 

Scared that I'll be left behind again.

He brought colours back to my life

he became my light

he became the one i laugh with

he listened to all of my worries

he made me feel

safe. 

I've never felt so happy,

I've never felt so alive...

Every minute that we spent together 

were my treasures.

But in a blink of an eye

the similar pain in my heart,

like someone stabbing an old wound.

The same cold hand

the same emptiness

the same feeling of loss

and the helplessness

the similar dark feeling creeping

its way back into my mind;-

"Did I do something wrong again?"

"Did I hurt you too?"

"Is being with me is no good?"

"Did I bother you too much?"

"Was my crying annoyed you?"

Why did you leave me?

I'll be good so please...



Don't leave me...

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