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세 (Three)

jungkook (pov)_

"can you just please leave?!" jungkook quietly yells

"no! like what the hell is going on with you! you don't come to school for like 5 months? like whats going on? is this a game to you? i was fucking worried about you-" taehyung yells

"whats going on with me?! you did this to me! you told me that my existences is humiliating to you! thats why i left and now your back here being sorry! like JUST STOP!!! your hurting me! it hurts! i cant deal with this anymore ! i remember you saying how much you hated me! you stood there and watch the whole school laughing at me! you did nothing absulting nothing!-" jungkook yells but get hit in the gut by taehyung

"oh shut the hell up!! YOU HAVE ABSOLUTE NOTHING TO COMPLAIN ABOUT!! YOU HAVE IT EASY! i cant even look at you right now by how ridiculous this is! your being a kid! you know what i don't care! go ahead kill yourself or something i don't care! i came here to tell you that i don't what anything to do with you and that your mom asked me to come here to check up on you but the door was locked" taehyung yelled indignant (feeling, characterized by, or expressing strong displeasure at something considered unjust, offensive, insulting, or base)

and taehyung then left my house and decided to say something that will be my nightmares.

"i didn't loved you from the start, you will never be loved, you don't have the permission to be loved..." taehyung said and left my house

i laid there shocked by what he said to me like everything around me seem to have a eyes and that are looking at me and that everything seems to hate me, it feels like they seem through me its like they have the power to erase my existence by how much my existence is not worth being here at all.....