Yaqeen ka safar

Part 27

The moon was shining bright with plenty of stars around,it's a little colder compare to normal days.

She is feeling so relieved after letting the last strand of past,
now everything is looking clear there is no more past clouds on her present and future hopefully.

After dinner they were relaxing in their room sitting on the bed,Asfand is sitting supporting to the head rest replying some of his mails typing from his right hand only,
as his beloved wife is sitting supporting to him resting her head on his shoulder taking his left arm with her while reading a book.

Now a days she is been obsessed with the book reading in her free time.Before also she used to read the books but only her medical journals but now,
she is preferring some love stories and Urdu novels too.
she is doing everything again as she cutted off herself from and Asfand is really happy about that.

While reading something caught her eyes and she doze off from present..

They were sitting on a stone near the river shore,Asfand was in very bad mood.

This is when He confessed his feeling to her,and there is few days left for their marriage on a fine day when she is casuality ward checking upon patients,

He literally drag her from the hospital.

while driving also He didn't utter a single word she tried to ask but He not once glanced in her direction,
seeing him this much angry is not new to her but the reason she want to know..
He stepped out and open her side also and again grip her wrist in his hold to preventing her from slipping on the slippery rocks.

Now she is also getting annoy,wanted to break the silence she started putting her hand on his shoulder

Asfi bataye tou sahi Baat Kya hai.. Apka mood bh..
Still she is not completed her sentence When He hand over a white folded paper to her,
confusingly she took the paper when she opened it,
sudden her face color has change to pale in worry..

It's a pharmacy bill on her name and to his shock it's of sleeping pills..Yes sleeping pills..
Obviously she can't take that from hospital pharmacy so she used to order the pills directly to her hostel.

Kab se le rahi ho is..
The first line he said and it's so cold

She is feeling numb don't know what to answer and how to answer his question,
on getting her reply He expressed furiously a little louder turned  in her direction.

Mai Kuch Puch raha hun tumse,Kab se lerahi ho Tum ye pills
He gritted.

.. Jab khajista Peh..li..ba..ar hospital aayi thi...
She is looking down at her shaking hands,her eyes moist,on verg of crying.

He looked shocked,He remembered once she said him to talk to her husband and he refused,
after seeing her in that state, the nightmares again started to haunt Zubia..She can't able sleep.

Tumne muhje Pehle Kyun nahi bataya,Kam se Kam bhabhi ye kisi Aur se share karti..
Tum janti ho ye kitna risky hai..
For God sake Tum ek doctor ho.. How could you even think...

Agreed he is not friendly with her from the start but she had others who are close to her, she can share with them.

Khajista ko..dekh kar.. Maama..
She started to cry

Suddenly He cupped her face in his hands wiping the fresh tears rolling on her cheeks...

Zubia please rona band Karo.. Meri taraf dekho.. Baat karo mujhe se..
She looked in his eyes taking his hand from her cheeks to in her hold.. Taking long breath she relaxed herself

Asfii..khajista ko sunne ke Baad..Maama ke sath Jo bhi huwa woh wapas se sab Kuch taaza hogaye..mera maazi phir se un drawne khwabon ki shakal me..l
ekin Maine woh pills tabhi band kardi thin..Jab Hamare beech sab sahi hone laga...Mujhe seriously Unke zaroorat mehsoos nahi huwi..