My Step Daddy { 𝙹𝙸𝙽 𝙵𝙵 21+}

Chapter-4

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"Seriously dude why out of no where you wanna go to the church"

Hwasa stated as I took my car out the driveway. "I don't know ya know I just feel like going there" I said my eyes glued on the road. "As far as I know you are not so religious" She said again looking right at me.

"I know and you know what right now you're annoying the shit out of me" I said tapping my fingers on the steering wheel.

Yes I'm going to the church right now I don't even remember when was the last time I went to the church was but now I'm going there. Its nearly eight something in the morning and I haven't even did my freaking breakfast.

I couldn't sleep well last night I just thought that whole night about my shitty thoughts but ended up with more frustration in my head. I don't know why suddenly my life feels so messed up because of that one person I barely know.

Well I mean messed up in a good way. I don't know why these days I'm just smiling a lot then usual, zoning out and you name it. Honestly I know how will this eventually turn out later but I can care about it because for the first time in my life I'm somewhere inside me enjoining these little things a lot.

I mean I of course know that having feelings for your soon to be Step Dad is very wrong but what can I possibly do avout it.
I just love to think about him all the times the tension in me for his is insane. I'm going insane

Since the time he asked us out last night I just can't think of anything else but to meet him as soon as possible. Yes I'm beyond excited but I hate to admit it.

"Where the fuck are you lost bitch" suddenly I heard Hwasa's voice as loud as possible in the locked car and if felt like my ears bursted.

"Calm down dude. Do ya really want me deaf? " I said stepping out of the car. "Lena seriously, that means I was litterly talking to the air the whole bloody time" Hwasa glared a me
"Maybe who knows" I said walking inside the church.

There were millions of thoughts in head but at this point I didn't gave them importance.
I just sat down and felt the peace with was there in my surroundings.

Looking up from my lap I suddenly saw a happy couple walked in and prayed when they were done they intertwined their fingers and looked at each other with pure love in his eyes

How good it would be if I could come here with Jin just like they came. I wish I could just intertwine my fingers with Jin's.

W a i t.......
What the fuck Lena

I mentally slapped myself for god knows what the actual hell was I thinking right now.
Why did I even thought that?
Well I do not have any appropriate answer for this, all I know is I thought those from my heart.