When my life was falling out of my hands and reality wasn't within reached, I felt helpless.
I needed to find a way out somehow,someone or something to influence me better way by helping me out of the major hole I had dug myself into.Today, I look back through vague
but wonderful memories.
memories of a childhood, memories of my father and mother and I share. I remember playing games, cards and putting puzzles together with my four brothers. I am only girls siblings of my parents. I called Nanay and tatay for them. simple but so meaningful to me, I love my family.Thinking of the different types of family who exist, I can say with pride that my family works. we personify the typical nuclear family: My Nanay, My tatay, and four brothers around me. and we function. a big family activities include dinners where we talk, biking in prospect park, or going to quilt shows.
All of us have experienced the same happiness our mother and father brought to our lives. start when my father and mother's meet they felt in love to each other. my mother is a entrepreneur that time. she is so super workaholic and my father is a typical taxi driver. My father started courting my nanay that time. My mother is not believing in about called LOVE. but when my father pursue courting. My father came sge believe that Love comes when unexpected way. when you accept that you felt inlove to the person what ever happiness.
In their time when they decided to live with the same roof, they are both happy and no regret at all. they madly inlove to each other there are problems and trials come but they both stays strong and help each other no matter how hard it is.
They get married when my oldest brother born they both happy that time because they have a sibling and the live happy, year fast my mother give birth again. and having a twin baby. cute and healthy baby boys.until my mother Give birth to me. I'm a premature baby but a healthy baby girl. they take care for me a lot and my siblings. I am glad because I have a family that care, love, and always there for me. also Have a Four brothers. what a lucky me, I have Four brothers that protect me in any harm.
In my childhood memories my mother and I playing dolls and also play hide and seek together with my brothers. where all happy, I remember when my brother teased me and I care. my mother say "Hey stop teasing your little sister or else I'll tease you too". with smiling face and they stop. we started playing and play again. they always tease me and it's okay they are my brothers eh.
Year past and I'll grow fast starting a new life when I get started go to school and to know more about life. I suppose it was then that I inadvertently discovered the real point of education. School was not some pointless activity to wile away the time until students became grown-up. This thing called knowledge was useless unless it was applied. unless we acted other than in our self-interest, our time on this world would be wasted.-
During English subjects, We had to write about the city - it's advantages and disadvantages. I started writing about who these people I'd met on my commutes to and from school. I started thinking about who these people were and why they were where they were. sometimes I even talked to them, or they talked to me. By writing about lives of these people, I felt that I gave them a voice, and a life, because someone else is reading about them and acknowledging their troubles.
I learned more about life and I always think this true life but why others people life get miserable and there a lot of problems will comes but this is a life.it has been an amazingly long, short life. The multitude and variety of my experiences seem to defy the brevity of my existence, a mere 18 years. eighteen years in a world where many people are born, grow up, and die in the same quiet neighborhood, never venturing beyond the overcrowded and overhyped and excitement of theme parks and guided tours. I have had first-hand, real-life experiences which go beyond any showcase or excursion, which have brought me in close contact with everyday lives, concerns, and delights of human beings around the world.
Standing in front of the mirror one day, I came to the harsh realization that I fell short of the requirements of my dreams. The reflection that started back was of a skinny blonde-wavy gil who stood a mere six feet tall. My entire life had been about dedication and striving to be the best person.
I'd always had elaborate dreams and high aspirations. I never noticed how hard it might be to achieve something that you really want. to become a better person. Most people spend their whole lives in darkness life and searching and searching about Life. what is all about meaning of life. searching for their calling nitch, but I've known that I was born to be a better person and also I want to fulfill my goal to be a flight attendants since the first time I stepped into the college life and take a course of a bachelor in Tourism management at four years. I've devoted my life to helping my dream come true. and also taken time out of my personal life to be. Be a dreamer to pursued your goal.
Nevertheless, it's really doesn't Matter how high the odds are against me, for I will rise above them. it's time for me to "put nose to the stone" because, despite what anyone sees, the only direction my life is going is up. whether I end up becoming a Better person, because I will do one or the other by choice, not because I wasn't qualified. I'm comforted in knowing I'm not alone in this battle. My family and has taught me everything I know, always inspiring me. you have to believe you can reach the stars before you can actually touch one of them. And always put God first.Life is not perfect. But successfully conquering any imperfections, and coming out triumphant over your problems and all others is what makes life really worth living.
This is Not a Love Story.
This Story of my Life.
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