Old school

Hospital

I looked down on the insterstate as traffic rooks by know one cares about me how about I just jumped that'll solve everything

Sarah: Maddison don't jump

I'm sorry I sorry I have go Sarah tell my mom I love her I took the step I feel some meter far I hit the cement

Sarah POV

I saw my baby fall I screamed as she fell

I rushed back into school

I need help help

What's wrong

Maddison jump off the bridge in a suicide attempt

I felt my body comes to reality that I just jumped I crawled my heavy weights body to the side yard near were I jumped my body had blood pooling

Maddison

I could see my girls but I couldn't recognize her I tried saying her name

Sarah

It okay

I heard the ambulance coming getting me and then I passed out of exhaustion and i was wheeled to the hospital

I could hear things but I could barely see anything I could feel Sarah hand on mine

When I finally open my eyes I saw my mother and Sarah I saw the priest

I'm sorry I whispered to them

They said it not your fault but I think I made the biggest mistake I was sextext with a guy I meet let call him Jason I was so mad at the world I wouldn't to tell someone other than my family

When they left I went threw up I was having my episode of eating disorder for me and then I turned boiling hot water and scolded my skin when everyone left

Mother POV

Maddison it mom

Leave now please

Where are you

Nowhere near you just leave for the night I need to be left alone can your respect me for once in my life mother

Are you in the shower

Maybe

My mom come in

Why is it so hot

I thought I could burn myself and maybe the pain will go away

Sweetie I feel so bad for you please let me in

NO I screamed

Okay

She didn't leave she stayed as I scolding my skin off

After an hour I finally came and silently cried myself to sleep

The next day

Mrs G POV

Good morning today isn't full sunshine or butterfly over the weekend we had tragic Maddison one of our fifth grader attempted suicide their grief conselor  in the library there there to listen

If you every feel like life to hard to move suicide is the only answer please reach out we love each and everyone one of you guys thanks you

I went to Maddison desk found a note it look a suicide note and I found out for myself the real reason why she attempted suicide

Back to hospital

I woke to jello and coffee

Good morning sweetie I thought this will bring your sprit

I don't feel like eating today

Why

I'm not feeling

I know why

You been starving yourself to death

What mom

Why would you be eating my lunch

There disgusting

Explain why you have laxatives in your backpack for school

In case I get upset stomach

No there not you trying to lose extra weight

So I can fit into my uniform at school

We can fix that

After this hospital visit your re going to have intense therapy

No

I'm sorry I can't have daughter who trying to kill her self over her size