Love Is weakness

Goodbye

Regina's POV
After Emma left, i feel my heart crushed, i-it's my fault I'm the one who will ruin my own family. Fuck I'm such a mess! I decided to take a shower now and go to my office, because where the fuck will i go? I'll just leave Robin there, I cant deal with him right now.

I'm now sitting in my office chair with my both hands on my head. How can i fix this? I
Cry silently suddenly wishing i could go back and change whatever it was i did to start this chain of events. Robin knocks on my office door and he came in

*Sighs*

"Regina" he said

"Look Robin, what happened last night wasn't supposed to happen"

" But Regina, can we please talk about us?" He ask what the fuck is he thinking?!

"THERE'S NEVER AN US! I know you planned this Robin! I know you planned to get me drunk so you can have what you want!" I snapped and my tears starts to flow but Robin leans in and wipe it

"I'm so sorry Regina, If you really don't want to be with me, there's nothing i can do, i will keep my promise, I'll leave you and your family, I don't want you to suffer like this" He said as he hold my hands and connect his forehead with mine

"Wha-why are you being like this Robin?" I ask as i started to calm down

"Because Regina, i told you I've changed, I'm not that man you once know, That man who cheated on you? That's the person i was, not the person i am, I'm so sorry Regina for causing all of this but I can't be the reason why you are suffering like this, i just thought i can get you back, I've missed you Regina, but i will keep my promise." He said his forehead is still connected with mine when the door open, startlingly the both of us

"Uhh oh Hi I'm sorry if I interrupted something, i guess I'll just come back later" Emma said and i look into her eyes and all i see is pain

" No, Emma can we please talk, Robin is just about to leave, please?" I pleads and Robin nods and walk out.

" huhhh, ok what do you want to talk about Madame Mayor?"

" Regina, call me Regina. I want to apologise for what i did" i said

" ok Regina"

"Emma I'm sorry"

"I know you said that earlier" she huffs

"I-i don't know what to say i-"

"Then can i go now?" She ask

"Emma please just hear me out" i said, fuck I don't know where to start

" ok Emma i want to say sorry for what i did and for what i said to you yesterday, Emma it's not your fault our daughter died, i-it's just I haven't taking the Anti-depressant that Dr. Victor gave me and I've been a lot of stress, our daughter, Robin, and Emma please believe me I didn't tell you about Robin because I'm scared, scared of what he might do to you and to Henry just to get me back, i know how capable he is. And for what i did last night Emma I'm so sorry I'm d-drunk and I don't know what I'm doing, and Robin took advantage of me Emma he raped me! Please forgive me Emma." I said and i sobbed

" I don't know Regina, I don't know how to forgive you! I don't know where to start, i -it's hurts me, every time i see you, every time i look at you, i look at your eyes, i i-saw him and it crushed my heart, You could've have told me Regina, I could've have helped you, i asked you! I asked you too many times what's wrong, what's bothering you! But you just avoided me, I'm your wife Regina for fuck sake! I vowed to helped you. And I realised what you said to me yesterday, you're right, it's my fault our daughter died, if I haven't taken her from my mother, she shouldn't have died! And for what happened last night, Regina that's not a rape, You are begging him Regina! Begging to fuck you Harder and Faster! You should check our cctv and see if I'm right"

"I-Emma i-i don-"

" And as i said earlier i just came her to drop this off" i said and i gave her my resignations letter. She looked shock when she opened it

"Wha-Emma you're Resigning?"

" I'm sorry Regina but I can't bear to see you, You broke me, and if i continue seeing you i-I'm scared that i will do something i will regret! Please Regina, i need space."

"I'm not stopping you Emma, take as much as space you needed." I said i will not going to force her to forgive me if she isn't ready yet.

" Thank you for understanding me Regina, I'll go now" she said standing up

"Bye" I whispered I didn't look into her and she walks away and i was left alone.

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Emma's POV
I already told my parents that i will be moving out to Boston tomorrow and they said that if that's what i need then they will not stop me, i already got a job on Boston as a Deputy police chief, i need to do this, i need space, I love Regina and Henry but, i just need space.
I'm with Henry and we're walking in the park

"Come kid let's go sit down" i said

" Ma I'm not a kid anymore I'm 14 for god sake!" He said and I chuckle

" Nahhh your still a kid" i said and i kiss his temple

"Ma, Are you leaving?"he ask and tears start coat his eyes

"Look kid, it's just i need more space, but that's doesn't mean I'll abandon you, i will still visit you kid, and when i get there, i will give you my address so that you can visit me is that ok with you?"

" It's ok Ma I understand, please promise me you'll come back"

"I promise kid, I'll come back, i just need time that's all"

" I love you Ma"

"I'll love you too kid"
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*Next Morning*
I'm now in front of our house, My parents is also here, saying goodbye and wishing me good luck.Regina is here too and she's crying. It's hard for me to see her like that but she broke me, every time i see her, i see them moaning in each other, I just need time to let that go.

"Bye Emma, We wish you a good luck Honey, Don't forget to call us when you get there ok? We love you" she said and they kiss my head

"I love you too Mom,Dad. Come here Henry" i call him

"You know i love you right kid?, But I promise you i will come back for you" i said and i hug him as tightly as i can

"I love you too Ma, take care of yourself self" he said And i look at Regina her head is down staring at her feet and her arms is crossed

"Can you guys give me a moment with Regina? I need to talk to her" i said and they nod i walk to her and her eyes is still on the ground

"Look at me Regina" she look up and all i can see in her eyes is pain and guilt with tears

*Sighs* " I just need time Regina, I'll still visit here to see Henry, i hope you understand me" i said and tears spreading down to my cheeks

"I understand you Emma, if I'm in your shoe I'll do the same. But Emma please"

"Please what?" I ask

"Please just one last hug before you go, i missed you Emma." Her voice is horse and i nod, I Hugged her tightly as possible, i wish i can do this all the time, I don't want to let her go

" I'll miss you Emma, I'm sorry.Please don't forget me and all the things we did." she whisper

"I know Regina, i promise.Maybe when the time is right we'll be together again." i let her go and i cup her cheeks wiping her tears

"I need to go now, Bye Regina"

"Bye Emma."

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