The night wind blows through my skin. Here I am at the balcony. Stood while looking at the beauty and uniqueness of the city at night.
Without me even realizing it, tears were streaming down my cheeks. Think about my unlucky life. Wasted by my own family.
How can a parent not admit their own child? Well that's what happened to me.
"You cry again"
I quickly wiped away my tears.
"No I don't"
"Yea I trust you"
He stood next to me as he looked ahead. We're both silent. I look him with my side eyes. He has a great side profile.
"Don't look at me like that"
I was a little surprised that he knew I was looking at him.
"No I didn't look at you"
"You want me to trust you again?"
I shook my head and I decide to go to my bedroom. I need a rest. But he pulls my wrist.
"Never look past"
I put a fake smile on my face. I look at him. This time I can't read his face.
"Not that easy"
"Look at me"
I can't even look his face.
"I told you to look at me honey"
Slowly I raised my face to see his face.
"Trust me you can"
I look deep in his eyes. I only found sincerity. Also the confidence that he can help me not to remember my past.
©uwuchanseul
