•Kiribaku oneshots•

Blurry vision

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My head aches, I check my phone, 5 am? No, 6, I just can't see. Eyes blurry and as I turn my head I see shadows blurred, each detail smushed and splattered, like an artist whose completely demolished a beautiful art piece. But that name drives me insane.. "Bakugou" .. just a name,  JUST a name, but it makes my heart thump, my cheeks fill a pink shade, my blood boil, my eyes water, my everything just go...thump..

my whole body shake with excitement. The scent caramel in general just makes me BEAM, HURT, WANT TO LOVE
My whole being bleeds a deep breath of cold, pain. I just want to die. Kill me NOW.. I don't want to deal with this pain. I'd rather feel physical pain then emotional. I'd MUCH rather die then feel this god damn pain, FUCKING KILL ME! I feel like death, I feel like hurting myself.

My teeth are sharp, I'll just bleed to death! I can't it. The shadows are surrounding me, I can't breathe, it's suffocating me with dark. Please save me. The dark, it's clouds of black. It's nothing but black, deep color in the air. Just color, then why must it be so scary? Traumatizing. It's making my heart race.

It's beating hard and making my headache worse from hearing it thump. THUMP THUMP THUMP FUCKING SHUT UP! It makes my eyes water and my tears fall, In jealousy? No.. In love, in self pity? Bakugou, bakugou, Bakugou! It replays like a record. Each time distorted more and more than before. Why? No idea. It's gonna be the death of me, literally.

I have an urge to kiss him and grab him. I have an urge to hurt myself and give him my everything. I want to give him EVERYTHING he damn wants, I don't give a fuck. I'll do anything for him! Anything... I want him to kiss me, I want him to love me... I just need him, now! Just fucking touch me! I love it when he touches me. I love it when I touch him.

But make him LOVE me, those orange eyes, blonde spiky hair, his everything makes anyone scared, but not me. I'm just a stupid boy, I just want love..