The Mafia's Love

6

Y/n pov

An hour later~

My head was pounding like a drum as I opened my eyes. I was alone.. The entire room was Red except for the bed.

I sat and leaned against the wall.

As I recall, the events of the day, all the way until me losing consciousness, I realized that something isn't right. As pain creeps into my lower body, I realized what he had done to me...

Y/n: How could he...

Author's pov

Y/n curled up in a ball of pain. She felt betrayed. How could he do that to her. In the room next door, they all watched as she cried.

Jimin: I think you should apologise to her soon, hyung...

Jin: He's right, Namjoon. She didn't have a weapon on her so she truly didn't come here to hurt you, she only came to tell us the truth about her and her sisters.

Namjoon: I fucking know that, hyung.

Namjoon looked at him. He was breaking in front of everyone, but what could they do. Everyone left...  namjoon and jin stayed looking at each other for a while before namjoon spoke.

Namjoon:

I messed up, ok. I... I lost control.

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Namjoon's eyes watered "what the fuck have I done he thought over and over again

Namjoon: how do i fix this hyung...

Jin answered honestly

Jin: I don't know if you can..

Namjoon began to cry. For the first time in years, his ability to make decisions was gone.

Jin: the best thing you can do is talk to her tell her everything and then give her time.

Namjoon noded and wiped his face. They both left the room...

Namjoon's pov

I walked into the room and sat on the edge.

Namjoon: Y/n..

I called out to her... Nothing..

Namjoon:Please Y/n... Look at me..

I reached out to her and she flinched.

Y/n: what do you want ...

Namjoon: I'm sorry... I'm so, so sorry, Y/n. I lost control...

Namjoon: I lost control of my emotions and my actions... Because I love you... Why did it have to be you..

Y/n: Why me...?

She slowly looked up at me

Y/n:

Why you..?

She looked at me with tears in her eyes

Y/n: I'm in love with you, Namjoon. I was going to tell you this tonight wether I got this mission or not. And at least I had the balls to own up to my title as the leader of blood roses

Y/n: How about you. Not only did you not try to talk to me you even hurt me and betrayed my trust.

I only hid this because i thought you all were just normal people

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She looked at me as tears rolled down her face. She looked upset with me and it was all my fault