saturday/day1-
3.00 a.m.
like always, aku tak bole nak tido.
there's too many thoughts running through my mind and I can't think straight.
"should i cut myself"
"should i die"
"am i useless"
"why am i born in this world"
"why my life is so messed up"
(sigh)
y'know waktu ii macam ni la, the best feeling yang kau dapat rasa other than silence..
is hugging urself tightly
then, feeling the warmth of ur body.
