Reply 1997 [Yoon jae and Joon hee Fanfiction]

~~Chapter 7~~

Joon Hee POV

I grabbed the t-shirt and ran out of his house. After running for a distance my footsteps came to a halt and I grasp for air desperately. My cheeks are burning and my heart is pounding from both running andthe kiss..........

I touch my lips, what the hell just happened? Why did Yoon Jae kiss me? My thoughts were trailing off as I make my way to my house. I am standing at the front door of my house. I place my trembling hand on the door bell and pushed it. My elder sister opened the door,"Yah! Joon Hee~ you said you were going to stay at your friend's place tonight. Why did you come then, did you fight with him?" I enter the house and brush her hand which is on my shoulder,"No I didn't fight with him. Also I didn't feel like staying there so I came home. You don't have to worry about me."

I gave her a assuring smile and went to my room. The lights of my room are turned off and I let them be. I went to my bed to lay down placing a fingers on my lips and recall everything that happened earlier that is; I took a shower and then I didn't have T-shirt to wear so I ask Yoon Jae to lend me one, he then went to his room to get me T-shirt and handed me the t-shirt. I took it and was going to wear it when  Yoon jae  pushed me to the wall, crashed his lips with mine, I resisted for a bit but he was so strong so I gave up. But then he pushed his tongue inside my mouth and I couldn't control it and pushed him as hard as I could he stumbled back and I quickly ran out of his house. After recalling this for nth time I still can't understand why Yoon Jae kissed me? 

 The feeling of his lips are still there and when I think about it my heart starts beating faster and faster with my cheeks getting hotter. I just don't know what to do, as I think about it various things related to yoon jae, I fell into a deep slumber. 

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I wake up from the sound of alarm clock and get dressed to go to school. My thought are going in many directions, "Will Yoon Jae act like nothing happened? Is he going to break his friendship with me? Has he told anyone about this? Did he by any chance hear my conversation with Shi won?No-No that can't be possible. But then again why did he kiss me? I don't know how will I face him today.

I enter my classroom and got seated.  Yoon Jae hasn't arrived yet but this is not unusual as he comes a little late everyday because he has to come with Shi won who has the tendency to be late. I put a book on the desk and lay my head on it looking at Yoon Jae's seat.  When I was going deep in my thought Sung jae and Hak chan called me together,"Joon Hee~"

I look at them with a smile on my face,"Good morning Sung Jae~ Hak Chan~" They both look at the empty chair besides me and Sung Jae spoke up."Is Yoon jae not coming?" As he completed his sentence, somebody smacked his head,"Why won't I come today?" Sung Jae massaged the part were he got hit while Hak chan spoke,"Speak of the devil and he is here." Yoon Jae sat on his seat that is besides mine and gave Hak chan a look,"Do you want to get hit?" Hak chan shaked his head vigorously making me chuckle at that.  

Yoon Jae looked into my eyes, he held my hand and laced our fingers together under the desk,"Joon hee ah~" Before he can complete his sentence our teacher came and I quickly pulled my hand back. The lectures were going by but I can't concentrate on it. I surely am going to regret this though. 

It was finally the break time. Sung Jae leaned in closer to me,"Yah Joon Hee want to go play basketball with me? This time I am surely going to win." Hak chan stood up,"I'll play too but I won't partner with him because he never wins." Before I could speak anything Yoon Jae grabbed me by my hand and started dragging me,"Sorry Sung Jae, Hak chan. I have something to do with Joon Hee~ We'll play again next time." With this he dragged me to storage room where nobody goes or I have never seen anyone go there yet.

Yoon Jae closed the door and released my hand,"Here nobody will disturb us." I was giving him a look with a huge question mark on my face. Yoon Jae took a step forward decreasing the distance between us,"Joon Hee~ I think......Urgh.....Why is this so difficult? Its more difficult than the time with Shi won." I am totally confused, what is he going to do? And what is difficult? 

My heart is beating faster and the breath stuck in my throat,"Yoon Jae...." My words were left in the air as Yoon Jae grabbed both of my shoulder making me flinch a bit,"Kang Joon Hee~ Firstly I am sorry for yesterday night." It felt like a lightning struck on my heart. It's painful so painful 

Before I could speak something he continued,"Joon Hee~ I like you. It has always been you, When I saw Shi Won with you my heart hurt so much that I thought it was because I like Shi won but then when I saw her with my brother I was happy, I thought it was because I let go of her and her happiness is mine happiness but............yesterday when I saw you with that girl I don't remember her name though. A feeling of anger or jealousy surged into me, then you went with Shi won making me more angry but I calmed myself down.....I followed both of you and tried to eavesdrop sorry for that; but I heard only two lines from your mouth , Also It is not easy to confess my love. I want to confess but can't bring myself to it because.............   These two sentences were ringing in my ear continuously. I couldn't help but wonder who do you like so much. Yesterday night you came in front of me Shirtless, I mean why do you have such smooth pure skin? Uh..... Anyway! when I saw you shirtless I tried to control myself and went into my room to grab you a T-shirt and when I was handling you the t-shit our fingers touched, At the end I lost it and kissed you. But you pushed me and ran away, as your back disappeared from my sight I realized that I love you so damn much. And I can't afford to lose you......... So can you stop liking that person?"

I am at loss for words. I don't know what else to say. I looked into his eyes and can feel his sincerity. This is the happiest moment of my life. My heart is out of control my cheeks burning, I tried to stay as calm as I can before I say,"Yoon Jae~ I can't stop liking that person." As I say this I feel his grip tightened around my shoulder still i continue,"Yoon Jae~ I can't stop liking that person because......you are that person. Yoon Yoon Jae I have been liking you for many years now. And those sentence.....Yoon Jae if you didn't interrupt me my sentence would be like ,Also it's not easy to confess my love. I want to confess but can't bring myself to it because Yoon Jae is my best friend and a man. I wonder what will his reaction will be when I say that I love him?"

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Author's note

HAHA!!! I am ending the chapter here. I know this kinda feels like a cliff hanger because I feels so too. And our Yoon Jae~ Such a big confession you made there. But I feel happy that he realizes his feelings sooner than expected, don't you  think so? Ah!! i can't stop smiling. Also I know this chapter is a bit longer but wanted to make it like that  so it doesn't feel incomplete.

Thanks for reading. Hope you  vote and comment. So see you in next chapter, bye bye