After I wake up I start to get ready to go see Sev when realize visiting hours are at 12 and it's only 9 so I decided to throw on something quick and go to the mall.
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I'm in foot locker lookin at some shoes when I see someone out the corner of my eye it's mill and he's staring hella hard at me.
I walk over to him and give him a hug, it's kinda awkward because we haven't spoken in days
"Wassup Lesson"
He never calls me lesson
"Fuck wrong wit you"
"Ain't nothin"
"Whatever mill bye"
I walk away annoyed bc he really on some suspicious shit. I go to the food court to get some Popeyes before heading home to put my stuff in the house.
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I'm at the hospital searching for room 302 which is taking for ever so when I finally ask a nurse she tells me I'm on th wrong floor.
"Hey Sevion" I say when I finally reach the room
"Hey Lesson" hey says with a faint smile
"Sorry it took so long I got lost on the wrong floor and then I got lost on this floor and I was gonna call but I didn't want to bother you and I'm rambling aren't I."
"Yea it's okay tho it's cute"
I smile a little bit and sit in a chair next to him we sit there for a second until he speaks.
"So...we been threw a lot together" he says catching me a little off guard
"Yea we really have Sevion"
"It took me almost losing you and my life then my memory at the same time for me to realize that you and me are... damn I don't even know"
We sit there for a moment in silence. It's not awkward it's peaceful calming even.
He lets out a breath
"Sony... I can't be with you... I have things wrong with me now and I don't want that to hold you back."
I start to tear up and it feels like I can't breathe I don't know what I expected though.
"Sev please-"
"Lesson I'm sorry...I love you"
"Then be with me"
"I can't"
I turn to leave,walking out on him hurt worse than him saying he "can't be with me" I gave up in that moment I wasn't myself after that I'll never be myself after that but fuck it everyone's got there own turning point I guess.
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I gave myself one day to cry about him, one day to feel sorry for myself.
I started dressing different and I do my hair different and I act different.
It's been 6 months since he said those words to me, I see him in class and in the halls but I never say anything. I stopped talking to his friends guess I'm a loner now but I did make nice with the new boy.
.............................................................................It's Thursday morning I do all my hygiene and realize I'm late to school I get dressed fast.
I speed down the road and pull into the parking lot I get in as soon as the bell for second period rings I see trey and we lock eyes
He's really cool and right now he's the only person I really fuck with at this school
"Wassup Sony." He says showing off his new diamond grill
"Ain't nothin Von." He rolls his eyes but still smiles I'm the only one who can call him that
"What I miss" I ask
"Nothin class boring as always"
Me and Trey basically have every class together we walk to our next class I see Sev he's flirting with some freshman girl. He doesn't like Trey but I stopped caring about what he likes 6 months ago.
He looks at me for a second before quickly looking away. He burns a whole in the back of my head in every class we have together.
After class he walks up to me
"Sony can we talk"
"Nah bruh move" Von says before I can answer
"I wasn't talkin to you though"
" okay what's ur point" von says balling up his fists
"Trey I'm good just go to class I'll meet you there" I say giving him a little smile
"Ight I'll see you there" he says rolling his eyes walking away
"Wassup Sev" I say with a little attitude
"Why you fuckin wit him you know we don't like him."
"He's cool and ion have to tell you why I do what I do"
"Why you don't chill with me and the guys no more"
"I don't have to explain nothin to you Sevion"
"Lesson we miss you"
I shake my head knowing I miss them too but my pride is to strong to start with them again
"I miss you Sony"
"You shouldn't."
"Why not"
"You just shouldn't"
"Why I shouldn't"
"Because I fucked your best friend"
" Don't be lyin like that" he says with a smirk
"Ain't no reason to lie"
"When and who"
"Mill when you got hit by that drunk driver"
I can see his heart break in his eyes I turn and walk away knowing that was the only way for him to leave me alone.
Mills in my next class, we make eye contact as I take my seat next to Von and second period begins.
It's 30 minutes in and Sev walks in with anger in his eyes.
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