Casual Affair {Brallon}

This is Gospel Tour

Brendon's P.O.V:

I paced around my bedroom. Clothes were scattered all over the floor and my bed. Today was the day I had to leave to start the This is Gospel tour. I felt sick to my stomach. When ever I had a concert coming up I could not help but be excited like a child on Christmas day. This tour however is going to be different. Spencer isn't going to be traveling with us on this tour. It's only me left... "Brendon babe why are you not packing?" Sarah asked jumping onto my back and placing her head on my shoulder. I laughed and kissed her from over my shoulder. "I'm just thinking about how fucking awesome this tour is going to be." I said smiling. She jumped down from my back and turned me around. "Do you remember when we first met?" She asked smiling. "Of course." I laughed. I saw her one day in a crowd of screaming fans and I thought that she was just so beautiful.

The screaming of fans filled the hot and sweaty air. It was just so fucking alive! Ryan patted me on my shoulder and smiled at me. "Good luck Bren." He said while he put his guitar strap over his shoulders. "Thanks Ry." I said smiling back at him. I wiped sweat off of my forehead. Spencer, Jon, and Ryan followed me out onto the pitch black stage. We walked to our assigned spots. I looked over at Ryan and nodded.

"The I.V. and your hospital bed/This was no accident/This was a therapeutic chain of events," I sung as the stage lights came to life. The crowd roared as the song continued. I looked around at fans and waved as I sung. "Can't take the kid from the fight/take the fight from the kid/Sit back, relax/Sit back, relapse again/Can't take the kid from the fight/take the fight from the kid/Just sit back, just sit back/Sit back, sit back, relax, relapse/Sit back, sit back, bababada/You can take the kid out of the fight," I sang. After a few more songs I looked out at the crowd and locked eyes with a fan. She was wearing a Nirvana shirt, she had pitch black hair and stunning blue eyes that you could get lost in. She was absolutely beautiful.

After the song finished I ran off of the stage for our 10 min break. "Zack!" I yelled looking around for the bands bodyguard. "What's wrong Brendon?" He asked as he ran to me in panic. "I need you to do me a big favor." I begged. "What is it?" He asked. I explained to him that I saw a girl in the crowd that I wanted to bring back stage so that she could meet the band. That was the only way he would bring her backstage or he would think I was just trying to get laid and lecture me like always. "Nirvana shirt girl right there" I said pointing at her from back stage. "I'll get her close to the end of the show." Zack said nodding. "Thanks." I said trying to act casual.

Finally we're at the last song. It felt like a century had passed. Give me envy, give me malice, give me a-a-attention/Give me envy, give me malice, baby, give me a break!/When I say "Shotgun", you say "Wedding," I sang. "SHOT GUN!" I yelled then pointed the microphone at the crowd. "WEDDING!" They yelled. "Boys will be boys/Hiding in estrogen and boys will be boys/Boys will be boys/Hiding in estrogen and wearing Aubergine dreams." "THANK YOU SO MUCH!" I yelled into the microphone. At the corner of my eye I could see Zack talking to the girl with the Nirvana shirt. She nodded and he guided her towards the backstage hangout tent. I waved good bye to the crowd of fans and made my way off the stage with the rest of the band. "That was fucking awesome!" Ryan yelled giving a high five to Jon. "Yeah" I said smiling. "I'll be right back." I said walking towards the tent where Zack and the Nirvana shirt girl should be. "Bren over here." Said calling me over. I walked over to him. The girl stood there looking around in amazement then she looked at me. Her beautiful blue eyes widened in shock. "B-Brendon... You're Brendon Urie! I'm sorry... uh big fan" She said reaching out to shake my hand. I smiled and shook her hand. "What's your name babe?" I asked while I studied her body language. "Sarah. Sarah Orzechowski." She said smiling widely. "Nice to meet you Sarah."

"You're still as beautiful as you were 5 years ago when we first met" I said kissing her lips. "Oh stop it you." She said blushing. I wrapped my arms around her tiny petite body, bringing her closer to me. She wrapped her around around my neck and looked me in my eyes. "I'm going to miss you so fucking much." She whispered trying to hide the crack in her voice. "Don't cry..." I said frowning. "I'm sorry..." She said moving herself away from me. I watched her as she moved towards my suitcase. She started to pick up clothes and folded them neatly. "You don't need to do that babe" I said taking a shirt from her. She looked up and frowned. I reached my hand up to her face, pulling a stray hair from her ponytail and placing it behind her ear. "I'll be back soon, you know that Sarah." I said frowning. I hate leaving on tour for this reason. I hated leaving her behind. Leaving her alone to wake up with a cold spot where I am supposed to be sleeping. I finished packing my bags, putting it to the side and looked over at her as she watched.

"Come on." I said motioning her towards me as laid down. She walked over slowly and laid next to me. I wrapped my arms around her. "I love you so fucking much." I said kissing her forehead. "I love you too." She said yawning. We both fell asleep that night in each others arms. That morning I kissed her goodbye and walked out the front door of our house. The things I give up for my fans...
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A/N: Hey guys! Happy new year (: *claps* I hope you liked the first chapter! I promise it'll get better soon (;
-Chas<3