I was always shy
When my teacher asks a question i wouldn't answer because of my shyness ,Even though i knew the answer , i would just bit my nails and everyone would laugh at me .
I sometimes would forcefully try to raise up my hand so that the teacher notices me but then my face would turn red.someone would laughingly shout out loud, my face would turn more redder.
I would even shy away from my crush ,yes i have a crush a handsome, intelligent, popular guy at school he's doing grd 11. The problem is that whenever he greets me i just dont respond back am just scared to look at him eye to eye . I sometimes feel so stupid i mean like why would such a handsome guy date a girl whose scared of people what will i gain in the future.
At school i get bullied by girls and boys the sad part is that no one is by my side but then i dont need anyone's help after all i came to that school alone . Fighting back bullies is not the solution tying to commit suicide is not gone solve any problems but then it will add more problems.
My timid nature intesified after the passing of my mom when i was a young girl. I was completely heartbroken .But i could never talk about it to any of my friends or teachers .i sometimes wanted to talk so much about it but then on another thought i thought i would burst. The pain inside me kept locked inside me .i was just wearing a mask of a girl smiling but no one new the real me .
