If i didnt share my dreams then they could never be shattered .
My thoughts, my feelings and dreams were kept firmly locked inside myself.it was easier that way.if i didnt open up then i couldn't get hurt .if i didnt share my dreams they could never get shattered.
What was my dream ?my dream was to sing in front of the church . But then i would sing in front of my mirror since i was shy . But then this time i needed to get my shyness away .so it was monday when i got to school when i saw my crush . He looked like he was coming to me and i was shaking .He came to me and he greeted me .
Oratile:hii natasha
Me:(he's name is oratile but then i all him ora)a.h.ah
Oratile:why are you stuttering???are you scared of me???
Me:(silent) no am not ,how are you ???
Oratile:ohh ok i just came here to tell you about my feelings
Me:(confused)what are you talking about???
Oratile:i love you .look natasha you may be shy but then you are not stupid ,not that all those people who are bullying you are clever than you . You are beautiful girl u dont need make up to make your self lighter , yes i agree girls use make up for extra beauty. You may be dark but then you are beautiful .Do you know what they say??
Me:no i dont know
Oratile:they say that nothing is beautiful than dark .
Me:(smiles )are u for real
Oratile:yes its the truth
Me:ok i get you . I also wanted to say something. The truth is i...........
Before i could finish what i wanted to say oratile shutted me with a kiss .
Oratile:i know that you love me .
Me:h.o.w did you know??
Oratile: i can tell by your actions. Natasha i need you to explode and show people that you not shy anymore ok.
Me: i will most definitely do so .see you on break i have to go to class .
Oratile:before you go can i please have a hug.
Me:(blushing) ok
We hugged , people were looking at us like yooh but then i didnt care . I went to class when i go there this other girl called namhla took my chair ,i didnt even bother about shouting at her i just went straight to the teacher and told him what happened but then he was shocked that i was able to talk now .
I was able to answer the questions in the class and i could talk to my classmates. And the nice part is that my teachers were happy that i could talk to them .
It was now five weeks already and oratile and i were officially dating and i start sing at church i even got awarded at school for being the most focus child in the class and i was happy. Guess what guys i was not shy anymore and that made ora more happy .
This is the end of my story
