Nothing....... I just sat there just laying there feeling nothing staring at the ceiling. I felt nothing like I had no emotion I felt like a dam rock. "Nicole" avani whispered and slowly walked in the room, "you good"She was worried I could tell "I feel nothing" I just stared at the ceiling. She flipped on the bed "same"she sounded sad. " what the fuck happened to you" she scooted up so she was laying right next to me staring at the ceiling "I'm just sad because your sad" she sounded like she gave up on everything "I heard Taylor hurt you" great she brought it up "yep" "he got kicked out of the sway house, he started to much drama and it made a bad reputation for the house"I looked surprised "wow" "so u gonna get up girl" Addison walked in the door and Charlie followed she had dunkin in her hand "here" she handed me my normal order at dunkin "thanks" I leaned u and took it "you missed the girls day" Addison looked sad "Shit I totally forgot" " It's fine we didn't wanna have it without u" avani added "thanks" I hid a slight smile "what happened" Charli asked confused avani gave her a look "I don't think she means the Taylor stuff" addison stopped a fight that was gonna happen "I meant why did u miss the girls night out and why your sitting in your bed spilling coffee on your self" I looked down at my shirt "I did spill it........ hang on" I got up and went to the bathroom. "Ughg Jesus I can't not ruin everything" I looked in the mirror I looked disgusting and took of my shirt then threw it in the laundry. I went to turn to the hallway to my room but saw ondreaz standing at the end of it probably waiting on me. So I went the other way and slid into Mia and tomahas room. "What are you doing" she looked at me wearing a Dino onesie and had a big bear next to her. "Avoiding ondreaz" I walked over to her bed and sat down. "Your shirtless" she covered the bears eyes. "Well I tried to get to my room but he's standing there". "Oh...... can I help you avoid him"she looked at me but I couldn't take her serious with the Dino eyes moving every time she moved. I started laughing "what" she looked confused. I stopped laughing and they turned into a depressed look so I flipped on the bed. Mia walked over to her closet and gave me an outfit and pointed to the bathroom "here". I went to the bathroom "my makeups on the counter" "thanks" I wore this:
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And my hair and makeup looks like this:
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I walked out of the bathroom and peeked out the hallway and saw Mia pushing ondreaz so he went away from my door. I was walking to the room when I forgot " dammit that's his room too I felt bad now" I went in my room to grab my phone because the girls left and I went downstairs and passed ondreaz. He didn't say anything to me so I pushed him out of his room for no reason. I saw tony flirting with a girl I think her names Nikita. I felt jealous but I don't know why. "Hey bitch I heard someone did the nasty without your premissioone want me to beat a bitch up" he put up fist "your Larray" I put my phone in my back pock it "yes bitch" he put his and over his face. I love the way he says bitch. "Oh one sec I forgot my shoes. I ran upstairs and saw ondreaz following me, "Nicole" " what" "are u mad at me" he looked sad and I felt bad for earlier "no" I grabbed him by his shirt collar and shut the door. "How could I be mad at you" I pulled him into a kiss and jumped on to him "Nicole" he pinned me up to the wall and separated our lips "stop" he looked angry "ondreaz please" I tried pulling his lips back to mine "Damnit stop Nicole" he let go of legs causing me to drop and catch myself. "What the hell" I dusted off my pants "I wanted to talk to you not have sex" now he looked real mad. "Fine what do u want to talk about" my eyes filled with tears "Nicole what's wrong" tony had heard me scream what the hell. "Nicole I'm sorry" ondreaz looked upset again. "CAN PEOPLE JUST STOP ASKING WHATS WRONG IM FINE" I ran out of the room and avani ran after me Addison was tanning and jumped up "Nicole" I ran into kovur "heyyyyy" she caught me "it's okay" we dropped and I let it all out. We went into kovurs room and I explained what happened. I went back in my room and slept the rest of the day away.
This was defiantly a sad chapter, but know you have to pick which guy your gonna go with🤯anyway I love u guys so much😙💖