"Yeah, once i fell down the stairs as a kid" sero laughed. But then that triggered something in me, something I forgot a long time ago....
My parents never liked me, i was never "perfect" enough...
When i told them i was gay... they pushed me down the stairs and starved me three days straight...
That was why i blanked out. Completely staring into space..
"Denki? You ok?" Mina asked, I couldn't answer her for some reason, its like my body froze.
"I'll take him to my dorm" i heard Shinsou say. He scooped me into his arms like a princess and carried me to his dorm. I was a bit awe struck because well, I really like Shinsou.
He layed me on his bed, waving his hand in front of my face.
I came back.
"Sh-Shinsou" I stuttered, not knowing what to say.
"You ok? Was that some sort of trigger for you?"
He knows exactly what i think. I like that.
"Yeah..."
"Why?" He asked.
"I.. don't want to talk about it."
"Well, since we're alone, there's been something i want to tell you.."
I'm curious.
"Im.. gay."
"Like as in you would suck c*ck gay?!" That came out wrong.
"I mean, thats one way to put it" he laughed. "But... I'm specifically gay for You..."
Once again I blurted out something not right, i have no filter between my mind and mouth people say.
" as in you'd suck my c*ck?!!" I yelled. God bless sound proof doors.
"If you want me to." He said suductivly.
That made me blush.. alot.
Shinsou noticed. "You're gay too"
"S-said who?!" I replied.
"You're blushing" he told me as if I hadn't noticed.
I sat up on the bed against the wall, Shinsou sat beside me.
"You know i never met your parents." He said.
Why would he bring this up?!
"Th-thats not something to happen"
"Hm? Why?" He asked.
I told him "they're really classy and like fancy people." He clearly didn't believe me.
He was brain washing me now.
"Why can't i see your parents?"
"Because they'll hurt me" i answered absent mindedly.
"They'll hurt you?" He asked again.
"They abuse me when im there... they pushed me down the stairs and starved me for three days straight."
Why did i tell him this?!!
He broke the brain wash. "They WHAT?" he sounded worried.
"I'm not perfect. I'm not perfect. I'm not perfect." I repeated.
"Denki what do you mean?!" He asked, now facing me holding my hands.
"My parents told me to repeat that when someone compliments me or say anything of the sort. I was supposed to say it in my head though.." I told him.
"Denki your parents are stupid."
...I stayed silent.
"How come you never told me this??" He asked.
"B-because... i.. I didn't want to worry you with something so stupid."
"Denki this isn't stupid it's serious.". He hugged me.
I really liked the hug. I felt like pulling him onto the bed sideways so he would hold me until i fell asleep.
In a way, thats what we did. I hugged him back and he held me until I eventually got drowsy and fell asleep.
