HEESUNG's POV
I was here at the sofa with the other members. I was staring at him for a long time. I really want to go near him, but I don't have the guts. He is sitting in the corner alone, he looks so sad. His bright eyes before doesn't have life now. His lips are smiling but I can see sadness in his eyes.
I was looking at him while he was looking at another man.
I took a deep breath and decided to walk towards him. I was about to call his name when I saw something feel down from his eyes, tears. He was crying silently, while looking at those two people hugging each other.
I was surprised and sad at the same time. I think I know why he is acting like this. I think I know the reason, he's inlove.
He's inlove with a man who is already inlove with someone else. Just like me, I am inlove with him, while he is inlove with someone else. Damn that destiny, why are you toying with our feelings?
I was going near him to comfort him when someone screamed his name.
"Sunghoon!" It was Jay
I stopped at the middle of walking, I saw Sunghoon wiping his tears fastly so Jay will not see that he is crying, but I saw.
"Hey." He said, smiling awkwardly
"Are you alright? Why are you alone?" Jay asked and hung his arms around Sunghoon's shoulder.
I felt something aching inside me. If only I had the courage, I should be the one who is comforting him. I should be the one who is with him.
Days had passed and Sunghoon is still sad, yes he is smiling, yes he is laughing, but he can't fool me. I am always looking at him from afar. I always caught him staring at the man he love. As the days goes by he became closer with Jay and it really breaks my heart.
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SUNGHOON's
I am cleaning our room when something caught my attention. It was a familiar piece of paper. I smiled. I am receiving a lot of letters like this since last week. I opened the letter and read it.
Sunghoon, I felt sad when I am seeing you sad. I felt broken when i am seeing you smile but there's sadness in your eyes. I know what are you suffering from now, please always remember that I am here for you, I am always looking at you from afar. Please be happy. I miss your bright smile. I'm sorry if I can't be able to reveal myself to you. I really want to, but I am shy and scared at the same time.
I wonder who it was. Whoever he is, I am thankful for him because I always felt so relieved whenever I am receiving his letters. I really want to meet him and thank him.
To be honest, I am really sad this past few days. I really love Jake, but sadly, he loves Sunoo more that I do love him. I really respect their decision, but still I'm sad. I thought no one will notice, so I'm a bit shocked when I first saw a message on my bed, and it continues everyday. I find it a bit sweet tho.
After an hour, I went on the practice room because it's our practice time.
"Sunghoonie! Can you call Heesung, he's in our room." Jay said
"Okay." I said and went on Heesung's room.
I was about to call him but I suddenly hear him talking, alone. So I decided to hide on the wall so he can't notice that I'm here. Hahaha, this is so cute.
"Ah, I want to tell you something. Aish! That is so embarrassing." He said while scratching his head.
He was like practicing a line from a role playing, he's talking to himself in front of the mirror.
