SLUT

Part 1

             "Hey baby, can i come in?" I said knocking on my cousin's door, "yeah sis, sure come in" she replied behind the door, i opened the door and stepped in, she was laying on her bed with earphones in her ear, "see my awesome babe" I said sitting down on her chair, she took her phone and reduced the volume buh the earphones still glue to her ear, she looked at me and give me that sweet smile that made my heart bleed "How am I going to tell her? Holyspirit I need ur help pls" I said to myself, sis "what's wrong?" she asked with a smile, huh I stood up and move close to her, i sat on her bed and hugged her for some minute, "I don't want u to feel insecure alright", I whispered to her, she looked at me and immediately knew what am about to say is important, she removed her earplugs and sat up, "Florence dear, u see i stumbled into her phone yesterday and something tells me to unlock it, I said and paused to catch a glimpse of her face, I could see that fear which she is trying to hid in her eyes, her hands are shaking a bit, her breathing rhymes went faster, "u can't possibly unlock it since u don't know my passy ", she said trying to calm herself, I smiled "yes, I did and what I saw was not pleasant, its got me feeling mad at myself cause I didn't pay any attention to u, I thought u are resistible to it buh nah u ain't" I said trying to be strong, she was trying to deny it so she told me she doesn't understand, "u watch pornography right!?" She turned her head away remaining silent.
      I can see her swallowing an invisible saliva, she refuse to look at me and also refuse to admit.  "Sweetie don't give me that face, am here for u" I told her trying to touch her buh she moved away from me "just leave me please, Florence whispered bonding her hands together, I don't need ur sympathy, i only watch buh not do, stop making me feel bad cause u have no idea about what's wrong with me, what do u know about it after all u've never gone through this before since u are Jesus mother", her voice trembling as she speaks "oh, that what u think right?" I said with a smile and shaked my head, I looked at my watch and fortunately there is plenty of time, I told her to sit with a tone that clearly states its an order, "GUESS ITS HIGH TIME I TELL YOU MY STORY WHICH I WILL LIKE TO CALL SLUT

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             I was very lucky to enter into university of ilorin at the age of 17 to study Anatomy, i was very happy and proud of myself. 
Its a dream come true, God was very merciful, ur uncle from ur maternal side was very very happy cause that's all what he wanted for me, staying at home for years after high school doesn't sound well to him, he'll always encourage me to read and pray cause being only intelligent doesn't takes u anywhere, even though my prayers were short ones God answered.
       We'll go shopping for school equipment, I don't like school hotels so we got things for normal hostel, i got things of my choice even painted my room purple combined with pink, it looks so beautiful.
      I eventually settled in, never missed my class for any reason, since am an easy going type, i couldn't make friends with anyone for months even tho I talk once a while with my course mates regarding school issues of course.
      After one month I decided to find a church for myself, there was this church near my hostel which is only 40 feet away and I attended there, its has a neat interior, they are high class students, the choirs  are amazing, no dress code, u can wear a dress of ur choice to church, hair tie isn't compulsory and there is a treat after service for everyone indeed I love the  church immediately and decided to stick to it until I met Bethany in the laboratory while taking attendance, she was in need of a pen so I lend her mine and decided to go buy another,  as I was about to turn and take my leave I heard her called out "hey excuse me, at least let me say thank you, she said moving towards me, "its ohkay, its no big deal u know" I replied smiling "it is to me, not everyone can lend out their own pen to an unknown person like that so thank u and I think I should return this" she said pointing my pen at me "u can use the pen for the day, its alright, She smiled I actually have mine, taking out from my back pack was just tge problem" she chuckled, "ohhh I understand, I laughed,  I'll take that back then. And since then she became my first very friend and we shared things with each other, study with eachother and do sleep overs too, she is a very very devoted church goer and since I wasn't she'll prayer me to go with her, I sometimes come up with excuses buh then I gave in and followed her.  Its certainly different to my church cause everything has a rule here, certainly no refreshments and u can't wear any clothes of ur choice too, they pray too much also,  buh the thing that caught me is their teachings.
     They are super awesome, its was there that i learned Christians need three types of food which are MILK, MEAT AND STRONG MEAT..........
  
I took a brief look at Florence who was gradually feeling at ease and listening to me so I continued...
 
    Even though Bethany and I are kinda close friends there are still some things I can never share with her cause she seems too spiritual and full of criticism,  the day she followed me to my church she started pointing our some girls wears and looks so uncomfortable about girls not covering their hair and she left in the middle of the service, I got to call her after the service buh the only the only thing she said is that church is evil, I don't like it, I can't believe u go to that evil place, I was so mad at her for saying such buh just had to let it go until this very day we planned to go to her church for the midweek service...