I was 13, or last year to be exact. My mom died of breast cancer.
So we first found out, when I was about 10 and I didn't understand what they ment when they told me. All I understood was that My mom might die from this. So I ran into my mom's arms and hugged her. I told she couldn't leave us and that she ment the world to me. So the next day we went to the hospital.
When we got there I asked my mom's doctor what cancer was and he said, " It's somthing that happens in the bone, and I promise it will go away. Your mom will live and will be ok."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes!" He had said putting a hand on my shoulder reassuringly. So I walked back into my mom's room and I gave her another huge hug. I was so scared of loosing her. She was the only thing that kept my dad and I straight. She was like the glue to keep the toy from braking.
The next couple years were just the same rutine.... school, hospital, home. My dad and I got worse and worse everyday as the years dragged on. But finally her day came and we had to say good- bye.
My dad took me out to the hall and told me that my mom wasn't going to live. I started to cry and I screamed at him saying she couldn't.
"We don't have much of a choice, Addy!" he said to me.
"You know if you really loved mom you would be trying to help her.... like me!!!"
"I DO LOVE HER!! I have since I laid eyes on her! Now like I siad we don't have much say in this... We better just be thankful that GOD let her live with us until now!"
"I get that, dad! But I just feel like you care about is yourself anymore!"
"Addison!!!!!! I don't care what you think I love your mother and I wish that didn't have to happen either and I have tried my best to help her!!!"
"NO YOU HAVEN'T DAD!!!!! You never cared about mom and I.... You've always been ubseesed about you!"
My dad gasped and looked hurt. So all he did was give an evil look and walked back into mom's room. I also went back in and sat down by my mom's bed. I took her hand and told her how special she was and that she couldn't give up on us. She looked at me and said she loved me, then I looked at her heart rate thing and it went from a costant heart rate to a thin line and that's when I lost it.
