But I can't say this because I'm not sure if she's a bisexual girl or a lesbian. If she is, it would be better. I take control to suppress my inner instigation. I try to figure this out. I don't know if I want to go on with this feeling. Because secret love is a mixed journey of loneliness.
"It doesn't matter, we can be the best gal pals." Struggling made me say the words unconsciously. "Ah, what, what happened? Of course, we can cultivate our friendship with time and become best friends. It should be no obstacle." She was a bit confused about why I would say "does not matter", after all, when we were companied with each other we feel very comfortable, there is nothing oppressed.
"Sorry, I am distracted, thinking about other things." I felt sorry to say this.
"Hey, cheer up, you are so lovely on the court, that's the real you." She said that made me feel she is a very considerate and warm heart because I am sure that my feeling on her is more and more intense. I don't know if this attraction between the same sex is right or not, but I am willing to let my young heart try this kind of feeling that I want to get into her world.
This feeling is sometimes erratic. For example, when I dream it, I would have too much physical contact with her because of my inner bisexual impulses. This kind of contact is carried out in a dream, and my feelings are getting more and more zoom in on the dream. This is a terrible signal because after all, she is a pure girl or maybe a straight girl. She has no excessive obligation to participate in my bisexual life.
As time went by, we are already very familiar with each other. In addition to playing and eating together, we watch movies and shop together as well. Our personalities have assimilated into each other's part, which makes me feel gratified. I think we can have more understanding so that we can become speechless.
Why not? Today is Friday, our school organizes to watch educational films, and I plan to go to watch movies with her. I send her a message: "Wait for me after class, let's go to the movies." In a few seconds, she replied: "Well, see you at the door."
So, I wait for her at the movie door. It is already at 6:30 in the afternoon. There is still a half-hour left, and she is late. I see a lot of people coming into the cinema one after another, so I send her a text message and she reply a word: "soon...". I waited for about ten minutes.
When I wanted to send a message to her, someone slapped my shoulder behind me: "Sorry for keeping you waiting." That is her, she is not the same type of student uniform, she is in front of me. Wearing a sexy short skirt is a rich and intellectual girl.
I am not used to looking into her eyes with this type of her dressing. Because she was well-behaved and cute always, but she is sexy now, I feel like I am offensive.
"You are dressed very sexily today."
"Thank you, happy weekend, the school uniform is so bad that I don't want to put it on all the time. After all, I am so hot." After she put on sexy clothes, she brought a playful soul.
"Let's go, the movie is almost over." We walked into the screening room.
As everyone knows, the screening room is dark, as a gal pals, she holds my hand.
"Be careful to the steps."
We found the location to sit down.
The scenario of the movie cheered the classmates up again and again, and she laughed like a child. When she looked at me, I was deeply moved by her sweet eyes. The wave of my crush is surging again. I wonder why bisexuality does not choose the opposite sex to express such feelings. I can't figure out what is going on. I only know that although I like the opposite sex, the current feeling is I can't avoid it.
By the end of the film, our relationship seemed to become more intimate than before, and we held hands and walked down the street.
"My parents are coming to pick me up, what about you?" Jenifer said.
"My father is at the school gate as well."
Then I companied her to her parents and then said goodbye and my father and I went home. That night made it difficult for me to fall asleep because I felt that her eyes in the cinema seemed to be beyond the scope of friendship.
Is this really because every girl has a bisexual trend?
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Story Of Two Single Bisexual Girls
Художественная прозаWe have been secretly in love with each other for three years. I am a somewhat bad bisexual girl, her gender is the same as mine, but her character is separated from me, she is sweet and quiet.
