This time I decided to change it up. You see last night I told him to put the trash bins to the road and move the shelves in the den before he went to work, I knew he wouldn't do it so this time starting the fight would be easy. "Hey baby, how was your day?" He asked me as he wrapped his arms around my waist. I turned to him, after putting on an aggravated expression amd said "pretty good, would've been better had I not tripped over those damn shelves before going to headquarters this morning, but I guess that's my fault right?" He sighed heavily "babe I'm sorry it slipped my mind, I'll take care of it later. I promise." He went to kiss me but I pushed him off, I have him rigjt where I want him "ooh so I just slipped your mind huh? Well I guess cooking dinner slipped my mind!" With that said I stormed off knowing he would follow. "Baby I'm only human, I already told you it would get done so stop bitching!" I knew the second it left his mouth that he was regretting it. Now to be honest, being called a bitch doesn't bother me at all. If anything it turns me on but right now I'm not just going to brush it off. "Well excuse the fuck out of me for expecting you to do what I ask. You know what? I'm going get myself some dinner. Don't wait up!" "Babe come on don't-" Before he could finished I had slammed the door and was getting into my car. Sometimes I actually feel bad for doing this to him but it's the only way I can have my cake and eat it too. You see, I start fights and storm off so I can go see Jacob. You're probably wondering "who's Jacob?" He's my....lover. See earlier when I said eat my cake and eat it too, well Justin is my cake and seeing Jacob os how I get to "eat it too" Justin is the love of my life but quite frankly he doesn't give me what I need anymore. We don't make love like we used to. We don't have heated quickies all over the house. Its almost as if there's no more fire in him. That's where Jacob comes in,he gives it to me the way I like it, the way I need it the way....my body craves it. He's rough and raw; passionate and aggressive. He's basically the piece of Justin that's missing. As I pull into Jacob's driveway I let go of all my guilty thoughts and step out of the car....here we go
**Justin's P.O.V.**
I just don't know what to do anymore. This is the third time this week that we've argued over nonsense. So I call one of my most trusted friends for a little advice. "Hello?" "Hey Mike....um you busy?" "Nah I'm bored as hell though, what's up?" "Well I need some advice." "Ok, shoot." I told him everything from the second I stepped through the door to the moment she walked out. "Well maybe she's stressing and just taking it out on you." "I don't know man, I just can't shake the feeling that she's holding back and keeping secrets. I know I should trust her but-" " But what Justin? Maybe you should just talk to her and see what's on her mind instead of racking your brain looking for a bigger issue" "(sigh) yeah maybe you're right, thanks Michael idk what I'd do without you." "Hey anytime man, you're like a brother to me. I gotcha back." "Yeah, well goodnight Mike. See you tomorrow" "Ok man, good night." With that I hung up the phone and texted Jessica. *text message* "hey bae, I'm sorry about earlier. Just come home so we can talk; I promise to listen. I love you I sat my phone down abd waited for a reply. As time rolled by I sent more text and still got no reply so I decided to just take a shower and get some sleep.
What do you guys think? Do you feel bad for Justin or are you siding more with Jessica? What do you think Jacob is like? How do you think Jessica will react to all her hubby's text? Exactly who is Michael?? SO MANY QUESTIONS!!!! Probably gonna update tomorrow so drop sime comments or vote or both if ya feel like it lol til next time
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