two young women broken and beaten to the bone....they helped one another for the longest time. through thick and thin, they were together. trauma, blood, tears, torture....the things that bonded them all seemed to be filled with the putridity of dea...
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if you're a lover, you should know the lonely moments just get lonelier the longer you're in love than if you were alone...
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the girls eyes fluttered open, the feeling of being watched burning into her skin.
once her eyes were open, they were met with warm, chocolate-brown orbs. his dark lashes fluttering as he stared into her. she bit down onto her lower lip. he was beautiful. his cheekbones were illuminated by the soft golden glow of the sun. his freckles were bathing in the pasty pink undertone of his skin. his eyes lingered, staring at her lips before glancing further down.
his hand slipped up and down her hip and thigh, causing shivers to shoot up her spine. she let a small sigh escape her lips, leaning into him. he began kissing her neck, leaving marks behind. she pushed herself onto him, straddling him once more. her hair fell along her face and shoulders. she was like a fiery ember with the luminescence of the sun outlining her body. the boy tugged at her hair, pulling her into him. the two shared another kiss, savoring the warmth of one another. they were addicted, never getting enough. his hands glided toward her spine, his fingers lingering as they slipped and long her back. all they knew was how much they really needed eachother now...or at least all lilyenne knew was how much she really needed him. the girls eyes saddened as she thought of her...
"what's the matter, dollface?" he asked her. "it's nothing...i uhm—" she interrupted herself, pressing her fingers to the space in between her eyebrows, massaging it gently as her eyes squinted. she grunted a bit, holding her head in her hands. after letting out an overdramatized sigh, she let her head fall back, slouching with her hands on his chest. "i fucking hate hangovers..." this caused finn to laugh, grabbing the girls hips and pulling her toward him. "do you now? because im pretty positive they are the most divine experience!" he cried out sarcastically. lilyenne punched him playfully, but used a bit too much force. he coughed. "aye! the hell was that for? fuckin hurt..." he said, pouting. "bitch...if you don't wipe that fucking pout off of your face in 0.002 seconds, i will SLAP the FUCK out of you," she said, her brows raised and eyes wide. finn scoffed. lilyenne got up and stretched. she pushed her hair from her face. "dayumn bitch! nice view!" he said, dragging his words as he winked. lilyenne raised her hand, ready to hit him. he raised his hands in surrender, smiling.
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"mind if i shower?" she asked, raising the t-shirt a bit, exposing more of her upper thigh without noticing. finn looking the girl up and down, raising his brows. "go for it, doll."
she entered his bathroom, the one connected to his bedroom. She set the clothes finn had given her to put on afterward onto the counter. slipping his t-shirt over her head, she felt the cold air prickle her warm skin before letting the shirt hit the floor with a light pat. she unclasped her bra, letting it fall the the floor as well. after removing all of her clothing, she set them onto the counter before turning the knob to the shower. she stepped into the shower, wiping her face as the burning water glazed her pale skin. her thoughts rushed into her mind, the loudest of them being madison...how they rarely fought, and how their last fight went.
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"what the fuck madi?!" lilyenne screamed, bruises covered her skin. she had tears in her eyes, she was full of rage. she had every right to be, especially with the sight before her. her best friend, tangled with her crush. the boy she had been in love with for so long. madi knew that, madi fucking knew. "wait, no—no im sorry, im so sorry—" lilyenne laughed, as if she were crazy. she held a broken beer bottle in her right hand, her left pulling at her hair. "you're kidding right?" she said, her voice horse and breaking. "you're fucking kidding, right? sorry? YOU'RE FUCKING SORRY?! for what? hm? please, enlighten me!!!" she cried. "hey, just calm down lilyenne, calm do—" the boy said. "oh shut the fuck up. just shut the hell up. you don't get to say that, you don't get too...don't you get it? IM IN LOVE WITH YOU! i have been for years! do you understand that?! do you understand how much this hurts?! no! of course you don't! why? because SHE'S the pretty one! SHE'S the talented one! me? im just here to be used, right? right!"
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she rubbed her eyes, water dripping from her lashes. she let out a sigh, feeling confused. she also felt guilty, knowing that she was the one who was always there for her best friend—yet she allowed a boy distract her. it wasn't like her, she always chose Madison. why was this time any different? it made no sense to her.
after she washed herself, she turned the water off and stepped out of the shower, noticing that there were clothes set on the counter. finn came in here? i didn't even notice him...she thought, drying herself.
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after she was dressed, she left the bathroom. she was startled to see finn laying on his bed, staring at her. he flinched, clutching her chest. "jesus! do you want me to die bitch?!" she said. finn smiled, shrugging. "maybe," he snickered. lilyenne gasped, her mouth agap and her hand on her chest. "wow finn...that hurt! you're lucky you get to see this magnificence!" she said, posing. he laughed. "shut up you and come here, you idiot," he said. she walked toward him, hands on her hips. "what?" she asked. he rolled his eyes, grabbing her and hugging her close to him. she looked at him, brows furrowed. "the hell do you want??" she asked. "uh, you??" he replied. lilyenne sighed dramatically. "yes finn...so does everyone," she said sarcastically. he kissed her shoulder. "that's excactly why i want you more," he replied. she hit him playfully. "shut yo mouth before i eat you," she said. he raised his eyebrows. "eat me?" "yes. i will eat you, on god." she said matter-of-factly. he got up. "well, speaking of which...let's go get something to eat, yeah?" the girl nodded.
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this chapter sucks because i put forth 10% effort...so, for that i apologize. i will post more often, since im starting to do better mental health wise. i love you shrimps. have a good day. 🦐🦐🦐🦐🦐
